Crazy me, listening to old Chinese songs, and cried when listening to this song, dunno why, maybe it's the simple, straightforwardness of this song.. hahas. Enjoy.
7/21/09
亭欣
this is how my name is written in chinese... realised that, my cousin didn't know that my ting is this one, not the one i've always been writing... hahas... cool right? my ting. looks more handsome... kekeke XD (copying Sze Yee =P)
cool thing today, Econs lecturer was late for class for 48 minutes... hahas~ but she managed to finish the lesson, somehow.. with only half the class around.. =X
hmmm, i started making notes for OTC... Sunday is the day... and the presentation is still in progress.. >< so sorry that i delayed sending you all, let's do our best kay? i really hope we do well this Sunday, for both the exam and the presentation.. ahhh~~~~~~~ ><
okays, enough of my crap, i shall go do maths and notes for Sunday. JA~
the ache is gone~ the cough remains, but is better. =D
woke up for S & W make up lesson today morning~ boo~ i promise i'll never miss any IS modules' lessons again~ it's so troublesome... hahas, but then, i prefer this coach to my own S & W coach~ kekeke~ hope that my badminton skills will improve, somehow? =P
gonna cheong a few stuff... then can go around slacking~ hahas~ nono, i should be studying for Sunday~ hahas. yes, i aim to get A on my cert. hahas...
oh ya, thanks to Jie for helping me squeeze my neck and shoulders yesterday~ would've died without that.. Thanks! =D
hmmmm, then for POP/POC, told mummy and daddy about it. mummy, no reaction, daddy, quite agitated (asked at the wrong time =X) but anyways, cox it's quite far? and also a saturday, dun think they are going~ i'm just gonna wear it myself if nobody wears for me on that day~ but anyways, that is IF I PASS hahas =P so i have to work hard for my paper on Sunday, as well as the presentation. Ganbatte ne~ =)
okays, enough of my crap, off to work. JA~
something is really wrong with me today... Zzzzzz so CMI... damn it, i dun wanna lose my voice~ so sian.... Zzzzz haix, sorry to ma fan you two, Phoebe and Sze Yee... so sorry that i'm so ma fan, i'm ok le... but maybe i should bring a mask to school tmr.. ><
argh, hates my inefficiency, and my lousiness. I HATE POH TING XIN!
on a happier note, met Shobana and had dinner with her! been a long long time since we met and had dinner! looking forward to basketball+badminton session on Thursday! hope you can make it, Shobs! XD
came home, settle some stuff, bathed and slept for one and a half hours before waking up, and getting some work done... wonders if i can get it done? =/
Kizuna, this word, is "bond" in Japanese. it refers to the bonds between humans, be it relationship, frienship, kinship.
recently, around me, there has been breaking of this thing called kizuna. it didn't happen to myself, but instead to people around me. seeing this kinda thing happening, makes me feel real sad, and reminded me of something that happened 2 years back, and also something that happened 7 years ago. it feels, sad, really sad. it feels like, the bond that was once made beforehand, no matter how weak it was, was maybe just a form of politeness? or courtesy? or whatever you called it. it's like, suddenly, the backdrop of "happiness and fun" collapses, and everything became like that. well, i'm not in the position to say anything, nor do i have the right to comment/judge etc about it, but, i just feel sad, though i am not the one involved in this thing. okay, maybe for one of the thing, i might eventually be involved. maybe, we are growing up a bit too fast? or maybe we are just becoming too sophiscated in advance? i dunno...
and, yesterday, kinda presented to ZC about the project 2014, somehow. and i have mixed feelings after the meeting. happy, because everyone is supportive, gave ideas on how to improve the slides, made changes to the presentation slides. this is the kind of full force comments and feedbacks i like! =D disappointed, because of myself. realised through the presentation that, the way i think, is very childish, and didn't think about the big picture, and also, didn't take into consideration a lot of things. i feel, so lousy, like, what's with me and my mindset, why the hell am i so freaking childish and stupid, most importantly, why am i so useless? =(
then, we had ZPN meeting.. another point for me to do self-reflection. my minutes sucks. like seriously sucks. CMI totally. haiz.
and then, i am so disgusted with myself today. i suck big time, i am so irresponsible with my schoolwork and projects. i'm so sorry, especially to those who helped me all the time. sorry for being so sucky. and thanks so much that you want to help me.
and, an update, today, went to do ITL project, then went to CM's house, after settling the project, played mahjong, wells, to sum it up, was enjoyable, and had fun, had loads of laugh too~ hahas =) thanks foir the fun, everyone! and thanks for the food, CM's mum! and sorry to Yu Sheng who kena pang seh by us.. sorry.. ><
okays, that's all of my ranting. JA~
*it's so sad that i don't feel like sleeping tonight*
7/16/09
things to do: 1.complete CATS; tie up loose ends 2.meet up with ppl at tiong today 3.2014 ppt slides 4.maths tutorial 6 & 9 5.redo maths quiz 2 6.complete BIZCA project 7.iron full u 8.polish boots 9.project 26072009 10.ITL project