3/19/12

Iwanai Koto

"sukidesu", hontoni iwanagata no koto. Demo ne, watashi no kokoro ga chotto doki suru. Jibun no kimochi ga wakatemasu. Itsuka ne, koukuhaku shimasu! Hahas. Jaa ne!

3/16/12

Un-resting

I think one reason i have been feeling terribly drained early in the morning is that i haven't been able to sleep properly.
I always always have the same fear when i go to sleep: that i won't be able to wake up on time.
Sigh. Seems like i'm kinda really old alr eh. I need sleep!!

And then again, i've always always have this habit of doing or thinking about things right before i sleep. So i end up wasting precious sleeping time. Oops. :x


Totally unrelated but i really love provence(or whatever its name is)'s pafupafu bread is super super nice! Love the texture. And the fact that it's "kosong". Low cost of $0.80 and being available conveniently at vivo & ion are bonuses.
If only i can be sure that it'll last the week, then i'll get one for each day's breakfast!!!
Now, if only it is low-carb/low-calorie food. Then i can even eat it for lunch!!! Save money & lower carb intake at the same time!!
Think too much arhs. Lols.


Rightttttttt.
JA~ oyasuminasai! (:

3/15/12

Numb

I guess i am really too used to not receiving replies to the extent that i am already numb.
This makes me anticipate no replies and feel nothing about it.
Heck. I think i am even numb to ppl ignoring/avoiding me.
Honestly, when i am so numb, i wonder what's making me feel so upset right now. I shouldn't be feeling upset.
Cox i'm used to it alr. Numb alr.

3/12/12

Breakthrough

If we make a breakthrough, i will stop working from 01072012. Let's do it!

3/8/12

(:

Similar nitty gritty-ness, different person, different level, different frequency, different feeling, different relation, different pace.
Greatest difference is still how this feels like a long, never-ending conversation at a comfortable frequency that neither side would run out of topics.
I dun have to be searching for topics to talk about. It's just very natural, common and normal topics.

Status quo. Not here not there everywhere. But puts a smile on my face.
Thank you 5270! (:

3/6/12

矛盾

已经开始不清楚自己的内心想法了。现阶段净是吃着小醋并且同时强迫性避免自己陷下去。现在还能控制,亭欣你就别再异想天开,胡思乱想了。