11/30/08

hihi..
konichiwa(good afternoon)..

hmmm...
today, had a nice talk with Cheryl. over msn...
realised a lot of things.. pleasant and unpleasant..
SJ-related and non-SJ-related...

one of the things that i realised is that,
for the past one week, i've been slogging away meaninglessly..
i've been working...
and i've not been able to meet up/talk to friends much..
like not as much as last time...
i think i've been neglecting my friends a lot..
then, i remembered a scene from Proposal Daisakusen...
the characters are a group of friends of 3 guys and 2 girls...
they're friends since their high school time..
then they went to the same university also..
after graduating from university,
they realised that they have less and less time for one another..
because of work, family etc..
somehow, it makes me feel sad..
and it makes me feel bad also..
minna, hontoni gomenasai..
sorry that i haven't been able to sepnd time with you all..
hmmm..
somehow, i'm missing school days right now..
like not too long ago, we could see one another every weekday..
but right now..
haix...
we're gonna have an ATC camp soon..
i was wondering, a few years down the road, how many people from my batch would be coming back for the ATCs...
it feels sad somehow..
right now, what i feel is that,
i don't wanna grow up..
i guess i'm being silly now..
i gotta accept it no matter what..
but i seriously don't wanna grow up..
it's too painful..
haha.. =P
haix..
sudden emoness...
sorry..
hai..

i truly hope that i'll be able to spend more time with my friends..
TOMO~...
hai...
ne, from now onwards,
yoroshiku onegaishimasu~
=)

well, i guess i should stop here then..
JA~

*i wanna spend time with you all~*

11/27/08

hihi..
konbawa(good evening)..

freak...
a big fat bomb just landed in my world...
Mummy didn't manage to get the RGPS stall...
now she's jobless.. totally...
i'm bloody worried..
=(

haix..
i seriously dunno what to do now sia..
swearing in my heart.. =(
haix..
shall end off here then..
JA~

*is seriously at a lost*
hihi..
oyahasuyominasai(good-morning-night)...

hmmm... it's midnights already...
realised that i've been blogging in the middle of the night a lot...
wells...
actually, i dunno what to write..
lol...
kinda brain dead le...
ahhh...
oh wells...
i so wanna go to NEWS concert...
but i know i won't be able to...
is depressed on this matter..
haix..

hmmm...
a channel 8 show, ''Little Nyonya'' has started..
and i find it nice...
it's been a loooooonnnnggggggg time since i watched TV...
and it's been an even loooonnnngggggger time since i find a channel 8 show nice...
ROFL...
but it's really nice la...
watch it, people.. hee.. =D
haix..
too bad i'm gonna miss it tomorrow..
oh wells, it's okays..
it's only 1 epi...
hope that they'll have DVD/VCD of it coming out..
i'm definitely gonna buy it..
zetai(definitely)... =)

hai..
managed to crap something..
lol..
gonna sleep soon...
JA~

*little nyonya is niceeee*

11/25/08

hihi..
ohayo(good morning)..
okays.. it's midnights..

hmmm.. wanted to share lyrics to my blog song...
this time, there's Japanese text, romanji(pronunciation of the Jap words), and also the english translation...
shall colour code them..

Orange=Japanese text
Blue=Romanji
Green=English

hope this makes you enjoy the song more.. haha.. =P


FLY AGAIN~NEWS
作詞:Azuki

いつもの帰り道を ひとり歩き想うよ
itsumo no kaeri michi o hitori aruki omou yo
I think of it when I walk alone down my usual way back home
夢に近づけているかな?
yume ni chikazuketeiru kana?
Am I getting closer to my dreams?

全てはうまくいかない そんなの分かっているけど
subete wa umakuikanai sonna no wakatteiru kedo
Everything doesn't go well, I always know that but
悩みは消えないね
nayami wa kienai ne
The worries don't disappear

誰もが未来に不安抱え 押し寄せてくる時間に追われ
daremo ga mirai ni fuan kakae oshiyosetekuru toki ni oware
Poor and rich alike both hold anxiety for the future and are chased by the advancing time
叶うかわからない夢 あきらめそうになったとき
kanauka wakaranai yumi akiramesou ni natta toki
A dream that you don't know if it'll come true, when you become like you seem you'll give up

果てしない空を見上げて 両手を広げ叫ぶんだ
hateshinai sora o miagete ryote wo hiroge sakebun da
Look up at the endless sky, spread out both hands and shout out
まだ消えない 想いを胸に
mada kenai omoi o mune ni
Your yet-to-disappear feelings in your heart
確実に踏み出せば いつか FLY AGAIN
kakujitsu ni fumidaseba itsuka FLY AGAIN
Certainly if you step forward, someday you'll fly again

やりたいことがあったら 迷わずに進めとか
yaritai koto ga attara mayowazu ni susumetoka
If there's something you want to do, without hesitation go for it
そんなこと分かっているさ
sonna koto wakatteiru sa
That kind of thing I understand

あの日かわした約束 今でも覚えているなら
ano hi kawashita yakusoku ima demo oboeteiru nara
That promise we made that day, if you still remember it right now
声 聞かせてほしい
koe kikasetehoshii
Then I want to hear you voice

見えない大きいな不安を抱え また迫りくる何かに追われ
mienai ooki na fuan wo kakae mata semarikuru nanika ni oware
Holding onto an invisible big anxiety, and again chased by something that draws near
叶うかわからない夢 あきらめそうになったとき
kanauka wakaranai yumi akiramesou ni natta toki
A dream that you don't know if it'll come true, when you become like you seem you'll give up

果てしない空を見上げて 両手を広げ叫ぶんだ
hateshinai sora o miagete ryote wo hiroge sakebun da
Look up at the endless sky, spread out both hands and shout out
まだ消えない 想いを胸に
mada kenai omoi o mune ni
Your yet-to-disappear feelings in your heart
確実に踏み出せば いつか FLY AGAIN
kakujitsu ni fumidaseba itsuka FLY AGAIN
Certainly if you step forward, someday you'll fly again

そうさ何が起こっても 君がまた飛びたつこと
sousa nani ga okottemo kimi ga mata tobitatsu koto
That's right, even if something happens, you can take off again
信じ歌い続けるから
shinjiutaitsuzukeru kara
Because I continue singing believing that
だから何が起こっても 涙にくれる日々があっても
dakara nani ga okottemo namidani kureru hibi ga attemo
Therefore if something were to happen, or there are days that end in tears
両手広げ明日へ FLY AGAIN
ryote hiroge ashita e FLY AGAIN
Spread open both hands and fly again into tomorrow

果てしない空を見上げて 両手を広げ叫ぶんだ
hateshinai sora o miagete ryote wo hiroge sakebun da
Look up at the endless sky, spread out both hands and shout out
まだ消えない 想いを胸に
mada kenai omoi o mune ni
Your yet-to-disappear feelings in your heart
確実に踏み出せば いつか FLY AGAIN
kakujitsu ni fumidaseba itsuka FLY AGAIN
Certainly if you step forward, someday you'll fly again

credits to Livejournal...
found everything there...
well.. it's really late already..
oyahasuyominasai(good morning-night, self ''invented'' word =P)
JA~

*Fly Again*

11/24/08

hihi
konbawa(good evening)...

hmmm.. first day of work...
what i think is that, it's REALI tiring...
but then, it's SURVIVABLE....
i guess i can pull through...
although the supervisor and senpais(seniors) seem kinda scary initially... and the atmosphere was kinda awkward initially...
but then but then but then, i still think i can survive...
and the climbing of metal shelves in a monkey-ish manner to get the stocks, well, i find it fun...
and i keep jumping to get down...
like a kid playing at the playground..
haha.. =P
well, today, saw Valerie while working...
she shopping i guess..
too bad the shop doesn't have the shoes she's looking for.. ~_~
then after that also saw Pei Ru and her mum..
out shopping i guess...
didn't expect to see them...
haha.. =P
but i guess it adds to the fun of this job...
shall gan gan ganbatte tomorrow also! =)

well, went blog-reading quite a bit recently..
SJ people de mostly..
and realised that, there's really a lot of different reactions with regards to FDC...
and then, i find stuff that really makes sense...

To the cadets(this applies to NCOs and sec ones too):
ok, i'm NOT trying to suck up to the ''higher-ups'' or what...
but, seriously, don't say last time FDC...
even me myself, as non-FDC,
i was told to come down for training EVERY SINGLE DAY...
even if it's called FDC TRAINING...
and you might think, what's the point of a non-FDC at a FDC TRAINING...
truth is, we're there,
just to fill up spaces...
why spaces had to be filled up??
because officers, trainers, they want to train the FDC squad properly...
a full squad is NECESSARY...
and frankly speaking,
FDC'06 trained like THERE'S NO TOMORROW...
what do i mean??
they started training MON TO SUN,
about 2-3 weeks before the comp???
well, there's definitely times when there are absentees...
but everyone is basically doing their best to avoid being absent...
and what i've heard, I TAKE THEM AS RUMOURS, is that some of you, kinda negative...
i understand, being told ''you suck'' every training is demoralising...
but, just because of that, some people had thought about poning trainings...
i dunno in the end, did you pon or not..
but having that thought itself, proves that you are really ''weak'' psychologically...
because, you simply CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY...
you didn't use the organ underneath your skull in this case..
that's what i can say..
because, when i'm told ''you suck'',
yes, i do get demoralised..
but after that i get angry..
and to vent my anger, what i do is,
i basically, purposely, put in my very best..
and do my very best..
and i defeat the person who made that comment easily..
without even having to waste my saliva to talk back..
BUTTTT... that doesn't mean that i'm telling you all to do things for the sake of other people...
NO!!!! do things for your own sake...
that's when you will really display your 100+++++++%....

then, there's mdm Wan Teng's post...
i find it INSPIRATIONAL...
why so??
cox she said about passion..
yes P-A-S-S-I-O-N...
and then people, when you join Uniformed Groups, you don't expected to be treated as Kings & Queens or Prince & Princesses....
i'm not saying that you have to be torured or what..
but seriously, if SJ is just about enjoyment and slacking, is there any point to it??/
right???

well, it may seem like crap to you...
but that's what i think and that's what i've said..
don't have to care bout it if you think i'm wrong...
it's my opinion...
but bear this in mind:
~No Pain, No Gain; No Gain, No Glory...
i learned this form FDC trainers...
as a SUBSTITUE for FDC'06 squad..
and i think it makes sense..

pain=the training, time, effort..
gain=what you learn from the pain above..
glory=in the end, did you becaome a better person?? in the end, are you proud of what you've done?? in the end, are you able to look back and feel no regrets about your actions?? if it's yes, then you've achieved the glory in you...

this is my personal definition of this quote..
yup.. that's bout it... =)
hope to see a stronger GESS SJAB...
a GESS SJAB of HONOUR, PRIDE and DIGNITY...
a GESS SJAB where the members don't treat it as ''just a CCA''...
a GESS SJAB where mambers come down for training, not just to get that attendance recorded, or just for CCA points, but really coming down for training to train...
a GESS SJAB which makes the members wanna come back, even during holidays, even after graduation...
a GESS SJAB whereby each and every member is able to look back at their secondary school life, and realise that they have tons of memorable experiences in it...

that's what i think my seniors and squadmates have given me..
maybe not fully, but some of the above listed here and there...
and i'm really glad i had that experience..
and i hope that you all can and will have it too...
not trying to be EMO here..

wells, talked a lot today..
gotta sleep le..
tomorrow still got work..
JA~

*No Pain, No Gain; No Gain, No Glory*

11/23/08

hihi..
konbawa(good evening)..

today's dan dan's birthday...
Otanjoubi Omedetou..
finally, he's 8 years old...
okays, still single digit...
but, oh wells..

today, since it's his birthday, i, finally, after dunno how long, ate break-lunch with my family...
lol...
then after that, as expected, went to eat and stuff..
but today, mummy and daddy are lenient with dan dan..
cox it's his birthday..
how come i dun get the same privillege on my birthday...
no fair..
oh wells...

hmmm.. then today, daddy taught me how to fold paper kero (Cherie, that's frog, not turtle.. =P)
it's super fun..
cox you can make the frog jump.. like playing la...
then like i tried to make the frog jump over dan dan's toy bino...
but failed terribly..
daddy did it...
sian.. why do i suck at playing..
lol...

haix...
tomorrow, i'll be starting work...
at Raffles Xchange DMK..
is kinda nervous...
but i guess i'll pull through, somehow??
hmmm.. anyone buying heels and flats please come and visit... there's 1% commission... haha.. =P

hai..
Ryusei no Kizuna isn't updated yet...
is sian.. =_=.. mysoju.. pls update soon...
is watching scrap teacher.. a Hey! Say! 7 drama...
dunno if it's good, but i can't watch some old dramas now cox Nino/Ryo/Erika is in it...
i'm the noob kinda person who'll mix up characters of different drama, if it's the same actor...
(of course, with the exception of Yamapi.. cox i'll make the effort to remember his characters.. haha.. =P)

well.. that's bout it for today..
JA~

*hopes i dun mess up tomorrow..*

11/22/08

hihi...
konichiwa(good afternoon)

well, today is FDC comp day..
went to watch...

hmmm... if i said that i'm not disappointed, i'm lying..
but i'm ONLY disappointed that we didn't win, that's all...
it's just kinda a bit of a waste la...
but then, you all have already done your BEST...
i can see that, really...
it's just that others are better this time round...
people, cry your hearts out today..
from tomorrow onwards, look ahead...
don't dwell on it too much..
there's no point to dwell..
and don't blame yourself...
because it's teamwork..
you've already done your part...
and the main thing is, dwelling and blaming yourself doesn't change anything, right??
from this, learn that we don't always win..
we're not invincible...
there's always someone stronger out there..
but the most important thing is to strive...
and in everything you do, give it your BEST..
so that you would never regret..
i believe that every single one of you have given your all today...
and you remain CHAMPIONS in my eyes...

yup.. so, now, it's time to look ahead...
the NCOs, time to concentrate your efforts on the corps..
run it well.. push the corps forward...
for your respective posts and departments, do your best...
HONOUR AND DIGNITY...

and for everyone, competitions are out there for us to participate...
so now, it's time to bring out your First Aid Manuals and notes..
and start preparaing for FAC..
remember what Sir Lee said..
FAC is important to our corps..
and the CAA award...
work hard for FAC...
and maintain the CAA award at GOLD...

yes, yes, we've got 2nd place for FDC this time...
although our target was Champion...
but a TRUE CHAMPION is not defined by a medal or a trophy..
remember that..

yups, that's about it then..
let's work hard together for FAC.. i'll read up too.. =)
take care loads..

*FDC's over, let it be over, let it go...
look ahead, and walk with your heads high..
not with arrogance, but with DIGNITY and PRIDE.. *

(i kinda use the word ''dignity a lot =P)..

well,
JA~

*we lost, but we did so with dignity and sportsmanship =)*

11/21/08

hihi..
konbawa(good evening)..

hmmm...
today, went for interview for DMK...
and, I"VE FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!
is so glad!! =D
am starting work next monday...
at Raffles Xchange...
selling shoes ne...
wonders if i'm up to the job..
oh wells, shall give it my best shot ne... =)

haix...
today evening, accompanied Jie to Yishun...
bacause that old turtle(Jie) hurt her back and is on recovering phase...
dun want her to turn into a real turtle..
so help her carry her big fat camp bag to Yishun...
oh, btw, she's going for her zone's NCO camp...
PC ne!!!
haha.. =P
dun die of anger or exhaustion, turtle!!! =P

well... right now, i'm seriously very anxious..
very, dunno-what-i-can-do-to-help kinda feeling..
i'm hoping/praying/wishing etc etc etc for the BEST to happen to FDC squad tomorrow...
people, do your BEST...
you can do it...
really hopes for tomorrow to be a REALLY GOOD DAY..
onegaishimasu, kami-sama(*pleading the god*)
ahhh..
i feel butterflies in my stomach..
><

hai.. i'll stop here then..
JA~

*pls... the BEST for tomorrow.. ><*

11/20/08

1. What have you been doing recently?
well, err.. going camps, using comp, going out.. ahh.. job hunting!

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
no.. i'll die.. lol..

3. What happened at 10am today?
err.. i was still sleeping.. =P

4. When did you last cry?
18 nov, 3am++

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
ya.. guess so..

6. What do you want in your life now?
people i love.. (not sure if it includes Pi.. XP)

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
don't think so.. it'll be too much for me to handle??

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no??

13. What was the last movie you caught?
let me think.. err... kurosagi(Pi's movie XD) on 19/09/2008, the day he graduated from university! =D

14. Does the person know that you like him/her?
obviously not.. i haven't seen Pi in the flesh yet.. =P

15. Who always makes you laugh?
Shobana, Cherie, Esther, Meiliana, Jie, Swee Hong, Pi(ok, on vids and stuff), dan dan, Dina, Hidayah.. wait, i'm having brain jam.. too many people.. haha.. =P

16. Do you speak languages other than english?
ya, Chinese, Hokkien, and broken Japanese.. =P

17. Favourite website(s)?
mysoju, crunchyroll, livejournal, hotmail, facebook... mostly Pi related.. =P

19. What are you doing tomorrow?
having an interview for a temp job

20. What do you think you are like?
like a 18-month old, childish, annoying toddler boy.. =P

21. Who will you choose to die with?
for the moment, dun think anyone yet... (Pi can't die.. he's needed.. =P)

22. Where have you been today?
home.. going to tiong, then somerset.. then with cherie to find present.. =)

23.What game do you play often?
games on facebook i guess.. lol..

24. Who are you missing right now?
Mei, Pi, (cox both are not in Singapore!)

25. If you had to chose between a friend and a love, who will you chose?
friends, i guess??? eh wait.. ah, friends.. ya..

26. What are you doing right now?
staring at the compter and answering your questions..

27. Which primary school are you from?
Zhangde Primary School...

28.Name 3 colours that you like.
Black, White, Blue (okays, it' boring colours, i know.. )

29. What emotion do you like to show?
not say like to show, more like i'm always showing---stoning...

30. What is your life to you?
full of mistakes.. ehh.. but ok la.. not say very bad..

31. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
stone and emo... then hold back my tears till it's sleeping time and crying in my sleep... sometimes there's pulling of my hair too... lol..

32. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
Cherie

33. Who do you admire most?
dunno.. my ah ma?? cox she's a great cook! =D

34. Which month were you born in?
May! i'm a Summer kid! =D

35. How are you feeling right now?
anxious, cox i think i'm kinda late?/

36. What is the time now?
1++pm??

37. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
a person who read my blog?? =P

38. What colour did you use to dye hair?
never dyed.. =P

39. Why are you doing this test?
saw on Mr Tan Swee Hong's blog and thought i had the time to do.. =_=

40. What do you do when you’re moody?
stone, emo, aiya, same as when i've got stuff troubling me lor..

41. At which age you wish to get married?
haven't really thought bout it.. hopefully before 30?? cox they say it's good to finish giving birth before 35?? then again, dunno if anyone would wanna marry me.. lol..

42. Who is more important to you?
family and friends.. =)

43. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
spend the whole day with family and friends.. =)

44. Who is the person you trust the most?
hmmm.. my jie?? cox i tell her all the rubbish that's ever happened to me??

45. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
guess so..

46. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
be Pi's friend.. =)

47. What is your goal for this year?
earn enough money to carry out my projects..

48. Do you believe in eternity love?
no ba.. love will eventually become kinship, in married couples??

49. What feeling do you love most?
relaxed.. and fun.. =)

50. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
ya.. if not why are coservationist screaming their lungs off?/

51. What feeling do you hate the most?
guilt...

52. You like doing quizes?
ok ba.. i guess ya..

53. Do you believe in God?
ya..

54. Who cares for you most?
my family and friends??

55. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family and friends..

56. What will you bring when you fight?
first aid kit.. for after fighting purposes... lol..

57. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
hurting people.. physically and pschologically...

58. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
i'll emo?? but then again, i'll get over it..

59. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
break-up, cry my eyes out for a few days, then move on.. lol..

60. How do you feel now?
anxious..

11/19/08

hihi...
konbawa(good evening)..

hmmm... today afternoon, was out job hunting with Shobana and Cherie...
end up, we still can't find..
sadx...
shall try to find something online...
meanwhile keep trying ba...
sianz...
=_=
personally, i think i made Esther upset/angry today..
sorry, Esther...
really didn't mean it...
hontoni gomenasai... =(

wells, hopefully, i can find a job soon...
is sian to not have a job..
feels useless...
haix..

oh ya, changed my blog song..
this time, it's from NEWS's new album, color(that's how it's spelt)
it's called ''Fly Again''
not one of the main song..
in fact it's like the last song on the limited edition of the album,
and 2nd last on regular edition..
but it's just a ''not-too-emotionally-charged'' kinda song...
hope you'll like it too.. =)

to the FDC squad, i'm real sorry that i wasn't of/didn't/couldn't help you people...
not that i don't want to...
just that, well, firstly, i'm not good enough...
and the list goes on..
wells, will be there to watch you all...
all the best, people...
hope to see that, at the end of the day, i see you people shedding tears of satisfaction, feeling that you have given your best in the one final footdrill format---during the competition...
what others can do/say is only that much..
the rest is up to you..
Ganbatte, ne...

wells, that's about it then...
JA~

*Fly Again*

11/18/08

hihi..
konbawa(good evening)..

hmmm.. today, Meiliana went back to indonesia le...
gotta wait till next year then can see her...
Mei-san, take care lots!!!!

well, today, Esther, Cherie, Shobana and i went to airport to send Meiliana...
had lunchnner together...
the food at airport is uper ex...
a plate of COLD nasi lemak costs $6...
oh wells, once in a while.. haha.. =P

well, then we went with Mei to book in her luggage and stuff first...
after that we went to Terminal 3 to shop...
haha.. =P
went to Mini Toons...
tried very hard to stop Shobana from buying notebook...
cox it spoils my Project X....
but, in the end, she still bought it...
nvm... shall scout for something else to put into Project X...
at least notebook's not the only thing for my Project X...
haha.. =P
well, then today bought a very cute letter 'P' keychain...
it represents my sirname cum Pi... Yamapi...
haha.. =P *i'm ridiculous*
then after that we went to Mini-something...
the shop beside Mini Toons...
then randomly looks around at accessories...
Cherie was SUPERRRRRR indecisive...
haha.. =P
well, then at around 7.20 pm we head back to Terminal 1...
cox Mei's supposed to check in soon...
then like we wanted to take a group photo...
happen to meet Shobana's aunt at the airport...
so she helped us take the picture..
and Shobana's baby cousin is SUPERRRRRRR KAWAII!!!!!!
so cute!!!! *has a weakness for babies =P*
well, then we send Mei in...
then we were standing outside the glass door..
Shobana suggest that we ''act'' like stalker fans of Mei...
and that we'll wave frantically everytime she turns her head around...
well, we did wave...
but i guess it's not as crazy as ''fantically''???
haha.. =P
well, then cab back to Esther's...
then after that alighted at Commonwealth MRT station...
then took a bus home with Cherie...
on the bus ride, Cherie damn bad la...
say i sit down that time like old granny, cannot sit properly..
i never lor..
haha.. =P

well, then reached home, and surprise!, Yamapi's photobook arrived!!!! XD
along with Cherie's mail also.. haha.. =P
Thanks Cherie, for the cute letter!!!
and also for bringing luck.. haha.. =P
well, then after that went down to bus stop to help Jie carry her bag..
she having back pain...
poor thing sia..
can't turn properly, can't bend properly...
like suddenly de..
haix... maybe she's getting old, and never drink enough milk..
haha.. =P jk la..
hope she'll be ok..

well, that's bout it for today...
off to watch Ryusei no Kizuna epi 5...
mysoju finally updated~
JA~

*Jie, pls dun turn into a kame(turtle).. =P*

11/17/08

hihi
konbawa(good evening)

hmmm.. been away from home and my current addiction(realised in camp), my comp.. went to prefects' camp...
well, shall talk bout what happened...

PB camp Day #1
well, went there, reached about 6.30++am..
my ''younger brother''(he says he has too many mums), baka#1, was there around the same time..
the school gate wasn't open, but realised that the field gate into school was opened.. cox scouts was having a camp and they needed access to the field to build the structures(i guess??)...
so went through there...
then after that ate breakfast and stuff...
then waited around...
but somehow, not much people came..
thought that all of them were late..
cox SJ's having FDC training on that day at 8am..
and some of the sec 2s were there already...
then after that Jacelyn came..
she went training first, got to talk to her and realised that actually the reporting time for the PB camp is 8am..
so like okays, that still alright then..
haha.. =P
after that stayed around at SJ side till around training end..
cox PB camp, they're doing admin..
then there's not much for seniors to do also..
talked with Cheryl for quite a while...
we didn't help for SJ training also..
cox it's FDC, and there were lots of trainers..
Sir Hakim, Sir Zhen Shun, Sir Jia Hong, Mdm Teng Teng, Mdm Siew Huai, Mdm Jasmine, Mdm Wan Teng were there at the training...
so like there's nothing much we can help...
and i think i dun derserve/not qualified/not good enough to help also...
somehow, both Cheryl and i were kinda negative bout what we saw at SJ...
dunno how to describe, not sure what to say, and dun wanna wash dirty linen on my blog also...
so it's better not to say...
well, both of us collected our AFA cert from the room le..
yay..
haha.. =P

well, after SJ, then went over with Rhonda(Rong!!!), Jacelyn(Bai Ka) and Ryan(he's called Chao Ta Bird Man by Rong and Bai Ka haha.. =P)
Rong and Bai Ka didn't want to surrender their valuables..
they told me..
and i saboed them...
ahh.. it's mean, i know..
but, i didn't have my phone in PB camp for the past 4 years as a camper...
so like now, finally, as a senior, can keep my phone with me..
so i was mean to them..
haha.. =P

oh ya, why Jacelyn is called Bai Ka is basically cox she sprained her leg the day before camp and she had a big babi trotter leg for her camp...

hmmm.. then later they had their usual games at the beginning of the camp..
treasure hunts and stuff...
kinda similar to last's years A DIFFERENT CAMP...
well, then while they're enjoying the games, since seniors had nothing to do, so we wnted to book out to buy stuff to eat...
cox the weather is BLOODY DAMN HOT...
bought peppermint ice blended from sweettalk...
kimochii desu!!!(feels great!)
haha.. =P
well, then went back..
hanged around for a while..
then after the hunt or something,
Bai Ka came over with her sprained leg dirty like anything..
the bandage also, dirty like anything..
then i dun let her participate in anything..
then she kept whinning and complaining..
saying that i'm bullying her...
then i said, it's for her own good, cox
firstly, she'll have a ''old injury'' next time if she over strain herself now..
secondly, FDC...
then she's like, '' i can run(and blah blah blah blah)''
then she say she's bored, and wants her phone back for smsing..
ended up lending her my phone after my long ''debate'' with her...
to shut her up... haha.. =P
no la.. cox she's really bored.. so am i lor, Bai Ka..
but we can't return her her phone..
it's in the staff room with Mr. Kung...
then she msg Wan Teng to complain bout me...
LOL..
little kiddy la, you, Bai Ka...
Then we had a talk in the AVA...
cox she can't participate in anything..
i made her rest one day...
or else i wun let her go for Amazing Race the next day...
so she guai guai listen to me lor..
we talked for quite a long time...
talk bout lots of stuff...
haha..=P
then when we came out, we're told that Lydia was hurt..
shan't talk bout it..
then i brought Bai Ka wherever i went..
cox have to take care of her...
and to keep her from the activities plus stop her from running/jumping/hopping/anything that's gonna strain her injury further..
can tell that she doesn't like it..
i wouldn't have liked it either..
but, no choice...
haix..
well then there's the night activity that they had..
it's not even night trail..
sian..
actually, i was looking forward to a night trail..
cox if there's one then i'm finally able to scare people..
hadn't been able to do it..
SJ's one is scary enough without the scaring..
oh wells, it's ok..
still got chance ba.. i guess...
hmmm..
back to their night activity..
it's actually a night walk to somewhere in commonwealth,
then they had to climb the highest HDB flat in Singapore=40 storeys...
and i heard that they had to be tied together as a group while climbing..
sounds challenging..
haha..=P but i didn't go la...
Bai Ka didn't get to go too..
she looked sad then.. =I
then we stayed in school lor..
the seniors...
then i was like hanging around with Bai Ka...
she wanted to walk around, so let her lor..
anyway good for circulation also...
Hashim they all played scrabble in AVA...
only game found..
haha.. =P
then like we sian until at night..
then while waiting for AVA(we're sleeping there, Bai Ka is i made her sleep with us, so that she doesn't have to climb 4 storeys up to istudio) to be freed up,
cox 57th exco are having debrief with coaches,
i went cloud-gazing with Bai Ka,
lying down at the centre of arena...
it's called cloud-gazing instead of star-gazing cox there aren't any stars..
then talked a lot about random stuffs with Bai Ka...
haha.. =P
after that at around 1-plus, Hashim they all suddenly very high, went out to buy Mac...
LOL..
eat in the middle of the night..
anyways, after that me and Bai Ka went to the study area near AVA..
somehow, i was ver drowsy and really felt like sleeping...
when i haven't done anything???
but i just slept with my head on the table outside AVA...
while Bai Ka read a book that she found in resource room...
then at around 1-plus, close to 2, Hashim they all came back...
then they took Bai Ka up to 4th level to eat their supper...
it's cox male seniors are supposed to sleep at resource room..
well, then i continue sleeping at study area..
then 57th exco ended their debrief at 2-plus...
3 whole hours..
poor thing.. wonder how much pressure has been put on them in the debrief..
haix...
then somehow, Miss Pang, Sarah, Yang Yu, Bai Ka and me slept together in the AVA at around 3-plus...
Bai Ka couldn't sleep.. kinda forced her to, by using Amazing Race to threaten her.. haha..=P
then she say the way i bully her is like Wan Teng...
she said it's 99.99999(infinity)%..
i said no...
she argued i am..
then i just said, it's cox Wan Teng trained my squad ma, which i'm part of, so bullying style will be similar... haha...
then she say that Wan Teng train de people all CMI...
cox Wan Teng CMI..
like LOL...
then sleep... we were supposed to wake up at 7am...
but then, at 4-plus, it became uper cold in the AVA...
so we ran out and sat outside the door..
after that we pulled our sleeping bags out and slept near the arena...
haha.. =P

PB camp day #2
ended up waking up at 5-plus...
went wash up and waited in the arena.. talked random stuff...
teased Bai Ka..haha.. =P
well, then while talking, my phone's alarm rang..
haha.. =P
well, then we watched the rest of the campers do PT...
then after that, they went to have breakfast??
can't remember =P
Bai Ka had breakfast with them la...
then after that i went to find the rest of the seniors at resource room...
the guys were sleeping..
then Pue Ju asked me whether i wanna go down and bring breakfast up for the guys..
then we went down to canteen...
we took a whole loaf of bread and started spreading nutella..
then Leonard keep saying that i ''hardcore'' or something..
cox i was holding the stack of bread that already has spread...
nowhere else to put ma...
then the 57th exco boys joked and said that the stack of bread is bigger than the Mega Mac from Macdonalds...
ROFL..
well.. then brought breakfast up to the guys...
while Bai Ka was with her group...
they were planning the skit for ROD...
the seniors were talking crap at resource room...
LOL..
and tried Pue Ju's game of making your hands go upwards sideways..
without control..
and had a few psychological tests from Pue Ju also..
haha.. =P
at 10 plus, i was getting home-ish..
wanted to go home..
but then Bai Ka's leg like that..
and i told her she can go for Amazing race ONLY if i followed her group...
then i asked around and realised, the Amazing Race starts only at 12-plus 1pm...
so like i have 2 whole hours..
decided to book out and come home to use comp for a while..
then go back before Amazing Race starts..
came home on cab..
long bang Pue Ju..
she going for flute lessons..
then checked LJ for updates..
and my hotmail...
and i dl-ed the whole of NEWS's new album, color.. =D but i still can't make out what Pi's singing in his solo, totally English song, MOLA.. =_= is a bit sad bout that..
wells, is super shocked to see a lot of mail in my junk folder..
i think 71 or something??
haha.. =P
then came here to reply tags..
and zhe wei's blog link is uper cute..
10 links to get to his actual blog..
LOL..
then went back to camp at 12 plus..
bought honey and lemon drink on the way..
cox have a feeling that my throat is drying up..
went back right before the Amazing Race briefing start...
then after that went with Bai Ka's group for Amazing Race..
Joon Guan was their group's accopanying exco..
well, their Amazing Race was ROFL...
cox they had to go around asking people whether they can help them..
then at Tiong, they went to Tom & Stefanie to help fold clothes..
i help them lor..
and they really suck at folding clothes..
the time taken for me to fold 10 pieces of clothes, they take the same amount of time to fold maybe 3 or 4 pieces of clothes..
sorry, i'm not trying to show-off =_=..
but, they're really slow..
and Joon Guan forced them to finish folding everything before they can go...
and there's like a mountain(yama =D) of clothes to fold..
they seem glad that i'm helping.. haha.. =P
just felt sian if i didn't do anything..
then when they completed the folding, the shop kepper told them
''you all come again tomorrow ah!'' in a super happy tone..
haha..=P
well, ended the amazing Race at 4-plus..
Bai Ka's team was 3rd place..
not bad le la!!
but they seemed disappointed they weren't 1st..
wells, you can't expect to win always...
oh ya, and Rong said that i have CWS(celebrity worshipping syndrme.. haha.. =P)
then we went to wash up and stuff..
oh ya, i lend my phone to Jia Sheng..
cox his phone doesn't have enough memory to store photos..
(accompanying exco are supposed to take photos)
then when his team came back, he was like
''eh, why this guy keep popping up in your phone?? (basically cox my theme, wallpaper and screen saver is all Yamapi.. CWS.. haha.. =P) he looks familiar.. he's from that, proposal something show right??''
then i told him it's Yamapi, and that Pi acted in Proposal Daisakusen..
he said he watched it too..
i was surprised...
then he's like '' the show not nice''
then after that i asked him, and he said he watched the whole drama + the Special episode..
then i teased him and said, ''you don't like it and you watched the whole thing''
LOL..
and he doesn't konw Yamapi's name..
he calls Yamapi ''Kenzou'', his nickname in the drama..
cute sia.. Jia Sheng..
well, then we bathed and i went to help Bai Ka's group to help them with their ROD preparation..
their skit is damn cute..
best from the campers i personally think...
well, the dinner was nice.
then the ROD was fun..
cox there's a night hunt segment, and while the exco members were explaining it, as seniors are involed in the hunt too, we stood up together as a whole and ran out, shouting back that we are all going to the toilet..
haha.. =P
and somehow, we have the team work and naturally went to different areas to hunt for the things..
oh ya, we were enthu because the hunt was for snacks..
haha.. =P kinda typical..
i went with Shobana..
then like, the exco were shouting away ''off all torchlight,no torchlight allowed''..
then Shobana and i ''showed-off'' to the campers behind us the Handphone light that we're using..and we laughed..
haha.. =P very bad..
wells, then we couldn't really find much stuff..
then like we were at level 2, and Wei Jie walked past..
we were asking him whether there's anything in the teachers' lockers..
and he did something very nice..
he told the seniors that there's basically NOTHING at level 2..
haha.. =P
then Shobana and i went to level 1..
and we found tons of stuff..
all around level 1 in arena..
along the way Shobana told me about last year, how the 56th exco hid the things...
haha.. =P
was fun ne!!!
well, then we went back to the hall...
most people were there and the campers were all aiming the white blown up plastic balls at the seniors..
baka #1 said that it's cox seniors found most of the stuff..
counted and for the record, out of the 20 small packets of twisties etc, seniors found 14 of it..
haha.. =P we rock man.. (self-praising, ehem) XD
well, then followed by 57th exco skit...
UPER funny!!!!
Ryan was suddenly, unexpectedly H-I-G-H...
lol...
then after the skit we keep teasing Sarah..
cox she was the ''invisible'' character in the skit..
Shobana and i were like ''we can't see you,Sarah''
when she tried stopping us from helpingto keep the chairs..
kawaii ne, Sarah..
well, then came home yesterday..
reached home at around 11plus...

hmmmm.. had a great time at PB camp!!!
thanks loads for the hard work, 57th exco!!! =)
campers, good job, but, BE MORE ENTHU!!!! =)
yeap yeap..
that's bout it for PB camp..

well, i didn't even use comp last night..
was sleepy..
today, shockingly, i woke up at 3-plus pm...
LOL..
not like i did much in the camp..
wonders why i'm so weak..
so easily tired..
sads..
shall ''train'' myself to be not like that..
yup..
hmmm...
looks forward to sending Mei to airport tomorrow..
spending her last day (this year) in Singapore with her..
Esther, Cherie and Shobana is going too..
oh ya, and today is Prom night..
didn't go cox i think that it's ma fan..
and somehow, dunno how to explain to Mummy and Daddy why i have to be out till so late..
haha.. =P
my lazy bones..
well, that's about it then..
argh.. mysoju still haven't updated Ryusei no Kizuna epi 5..
i can't wait to see it..
really hope it update soon..
well...
JA~ =)

*Bai Ka, pls take care of your babi trotters! ROD was fun! =)*