hihi..
konichiwa(good afternoon)..

hmmm...
today, had a nice talk with Cheryl. over msn...
realised a lot of things.. pleasant and unpleasant..
SJ-related and non-SJ-related...

one of the things that i realised is that,
for the past one week, i've been slogging away meaninglessly..
i've been working...
and i've not been able to meet up/talk to friends much..
like not as much as last time...
i think i've been neglecting my friends a lot..
then, i remembered a scene from Proposal Daisakusen...
the characters are a group of friends of 3 guys and 2 girls...
they're friends since their high school time..
then they went to the same university also..
after graduating from university,
they realised that they have less and less time for one another..
because of work, family etc..
somehow, it makes me feel sad..
and it makes me feel bad also..
minna, hontoni gomenasai..
sorry that i haven't been able to sepnd time with you all..
hmmm..
somehow, i'm missing school days right now..
like not too long ago, we could see one another every weekday..
but right now..
haix...
we're gonna have an ATC camp soon..
i was wondering, a few years down the road, how many people from my batch would be coming back for the ATCs...
it feels sad somehow..
right now, what i feel is that,
i don't wanna grow up..
i guess i'm being silly now..
i gotta accept it no matter what..
but i seriously don't wanna grow up..
it's too painful..
haha.. =P
haix..
sudden emoness...
sorry..
hai..

i truly hope that i'll be able to spend more time with my friends..
TOMO~...
hai...
ne, from now onwards,
yoroshiku onegaishimasu~
=)

well, i guess i should stop here then..
JA~

*i wanna spend time with you all~*