L I K E


How does it feel like to like someone?
and how does it feel like to be liked by someone?
Have you got the answer?
I don't.yet. haha~ =)

imperfections are the beauty in life

FUN


had fun at West Mall arcade today,
especially at the table hockey,
had a fun time laughing ang laughing and laughing when playing that..
thanks to Buin, Chee Meng and Ci Long~ =DDDDD
next time my treat kay?
sorry that you all had to spend money.. =X
but today was really fun... =)
never had fun in a while i guess??
and i like a new facebook game called Treasure Mania..
but it sucks because the HP is so low~~
difficult to play sia~~
haha~ =P
okay, gotta go orh orh~
JA~

imperfections are the beauty in life

Mummy made my day


although it was raining so heavily that buildings became blurred,
although there was lightning and thunder,
but a call from mummy made my day.. =)
thanks mummy~ =))))))))

imperfections are the beauty in life

Stranded, uncertain, scared...


i never felt as stranded as today,
because, went to the industrial park in Bedok North,
super super long bus trips,
along the way the surroundings get more and more foreign to me,
not sure of whether the buses would get me to the place i wanna go,
the sky turns darker and darker with each bus stop passed,
plus in the industrial parks, all the factories looks like super blown-up lego cubes,
it's kinda scary, in a way..
to think that i left school at around 4pm,
settled everything and reached home at around 8.45pm..
it's like so long, i didn't expect it to take so much time..
and the weird layout of the factory that i went to,
had to walk long empty corridors alone for 3 sides of a square..
(can understand ma?)
i felt rather insecured..
cox it's just so empty..
like, would i get lost?
and then, on the bus, as the sky gets darker,
i kept having the urge to just not go to the factory and head home instead..
but we don't have anymore time.. have to get it done..
and also, when in the factory, i had the urge to call someone..
to tell someone how scared i was, how uncertain i felt..
but i dunno who i should call,
and it's not good to be calling anyone just cox of that, right?
on the long long long bus trips i had,
the cold air-con on the bus..
it's like, weirdly, the loneliness pours in,
and it's a lil overwhelming...
to think that a somone like me would say that?
haha~
maybe i'm just being an idiot,
but going all the way there alone,
is really rather scary..
and then it feels a little like the dementors just came..
makes you feel like you're alone in the fight..
that kinda feeling..
haha~

okay, i'll go sleep..
it's 2.15am..
JA~

imperfections are the beauty in life

How hard is it to say no?


suddenly had this thought,
it's not cox something happened to me,
dun worry,
haha~

i wonder how hard is it to say no to others,
be it a demand, or a request
or even a plea...
how hard is it for you?
for me,
generally speaking, it's quite hard...
because of my problem in expressing myself,
i dun feel comfortable,
or maybe i dun dare,
to say no to others..
hahas,
but then, in life,
sometimes we needa learn how to say no,
because,
it will be for their own good,
so miss kong, when i say no to you, it's for your own good,
when i say dun this dun that, it's also for your own good..
hahaha~ =P

alrights,
that's all for now,
JA~

imperfections are the beauty in life

W E I R D


had a really weird dream last night,
it's about MatsuJun..
okay, i think should be MatsuJun,
or maybe it's just some random guy?
okays, let it be MatsuJun
dream that i went shopping with him in my dream..
and the setting is like singapore shopping centre or sth?
i only rmb long escalators, and holding hands..
but i dun rmb other details...
but we were either a couple/siblings..
LOLs..
weird, TOTALLY,
cox, MatsuJun isn't exactly my favourite guy in Arashi/JE/Idols...
wonders why i dreamt of him..
maybe i go crazy le~ haha~ =P
or maybe i think of having a tokubetsu no hito too much, haha~

eyes exercise threatens to start all of a sudden..
i wonder what's wrong..
=/
i'm being irresponsible,
i keep lying and making it seem like i'm doing a lot,
but that's not true..
i have all along irresponsibly not done anything..
=(

Young Buin!!!!
thanks so much with regards to the hoodie~~~
BUT,
rmb buin cannot buy anything for shillang~
heeehee~ xDDDDDDD
and i'll get it maybe at a later date~~
but, really, thanks so much,
appreciate it~~~ =DDDDDD

okay,
i am listening to piano pieces and typing and typing and typing right now~
haha~
that's all for today,
JA~

imperfections are the beauty in life

I seriously want that hoodie....


saw Joanna at the bus stop on the way home today,
and she told me that i looked sick..
do i really look sick? =X
but thanks though~ =)

for a moment, i just felt like not doing anything
or maybe redoing everything..
it's the tired, wants to throw everything away kinda feeling...
hahaha~
sadly, 亭欣不是无敌超人
if not things would be a lot easier~
hahaha~
but i would press on,
because there simply is not room for failure, AT ALL. =)

and i saw this on LJ,





i seriously want it la~~~~
never wanted a piece of clothing as much as i want this..
partly cos of HyunJoong,
partly cox of Doraemon,
partly cox it's a Hoodie..
and it's only $35,
compared to Russ-K etc,
it's a lot cheaper,
and it's gonna come from Korea~~~
gahhhh
sians,
why don't i have any savings,
haix..
too late to regret now..
let's just hope the seller continues to sell it till next month
or even next next.. =X

okay, enough of ranting,
gotta go~
JA~

imperfections are the beauty in life

Poh Ting Xin 傅亭欣
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OTC'09, ALPHA! =D



☆ 6th June:OTC Briefing day
☆ 7th June:Zone FAC 2009
☆ 12th-15th June:OTC camp
☆ 18th-21st June:ANCO camp 2009
☆ -28th June:OTC Day Course 1
☆ 5th July:OTC Day Course 2
☆ 19th July:OTC Day Course 3
☆ 26th July:OTC Examination Day
☆ 7th August:MDE Dance Performance
☆ 8th August:LSCMSS Full Comm Meeting
☆ 5th September:OTC POP Rehearsal
☆ 12th September:OTC POP
☆ 14th November:Brigade Banquet
☆ 5th December:Zone 10 ZPN



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☆ 藪宏太

☆ 知念侑李

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☆ 김현중




☆ Family
☆ 友達=D
☆ 1L02'09! =D
☆ OTC'09!
☆ ALPHA'09!
☆ Listening to music
☆ Kim Hyun Joong!!!
☆ YAMAPI!XD
☆ Ryo-Chan!XD
☆ SS501
☆ NEWS
☆ KAT-TUN
☆ DBSK
☆ Babies!!!!!!!!
☆ Jap Dramas
☆ Baby Pooh
☆ Rilakkuma! XD
☆ Domokun! XD
☆ Red.Black.White.Brown
☆ Orange.Grey.Blue
☆ milk tea!
☆ DARK chocolate
☆ hazelnuts
☆ sneakers
☆ Smiles~
☆ SubWay.Eat Fresh =P
☆ Nintama Rantaro!
☆ Peach Tea
☆ Green Tea
☆ Blueberry Tea
☆ Peppermint drinks=D
☆ Meiji Strawberry Milk!



☆ fights
☆ quarrels
☆ arguments
☆ heights
☆ going out on a rainy day
☆ bright pink(scary!)
☆ vegetables
☆ myself crying
☆ spammers
☆ myself PMS-ing



☆ Tomodachi~ =D
☆ Everyone to be Happy+Healthy
☆ Yamapi+Chang Min XD
☆ -My own laptop
☆ To go to JAPAN & KOREA~
☆ To go to Hawaii's beach
☆ To attend a NEWS concert!!
☆ To attend a KAT-TUN concert!!
☆ To attend a TVXQ concert!!
☆ TWILIGHT series
☆ Newbie T-shirts
☆ -A new HP pouch
☆ -A new wallet
☆ -A new pencil case
☆ Fila T-shirts
☆ Konyaku^^
☆ To play with KYRIE again^^
☆ A new pair of specs
☆ -To learn how to cut songs
☆ An Ipod
☆ A red slingbag
☆ A nice cap
☆ A new pair of slippers
☆ New WHITE ankle socks!!
☆ To eat baked rice at delifrance again
☆ To improve my Japanese
☆ To complete watching Harry Potter Series
☆ PONYO PONYO PONYO!!! XD
☆ To buy the baby pooh thermal flask!
☆ To go disneyland!! XD
☆ To try having long hair
☆ -To go OTC
☆ To be an instructor in OTC
☆ To be a PC in ANCO
☆ winnie the MY pooh bear!
☆ dale dale dale!
☆ watch sunrise by the beach
☆ watch sunset by the beach
☆ pooh bear socks! XD
☆ to see everyone's egao~ =)
☆ Ponyo stuff toy!
☆ Rilakkuma~ XD
☆ -Domokun stuff toy! XDThanks 1L02!! =D
☆ Red Wine with 1992 Vintage =)
☆ Laugh-a-lot bear
☆ Funshine bear
☆ All 3 of Ayaka's albums!
☆ New Sneakers
☆ Red HP earphones
☆ Unlimited sms
☆ BOF DVD
☆ BOF OSTs
☆ Go to SS501's concert!!! xD
☆ Learn how to play guitar!!
☆ SS501's REBIRTH album!
☆ SS501's Vol. 1-S.T NOW album!
☆ HyunJoong's Doraemon Hoodie!!!!
☆ ZPN '09 to be a success!