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ji hoo sunbae
11/28/09

H A P P I N E S S


these few days,
a few people told me something interesting,
that is,
i am someone who is easily contented...
that something very minor can make me happy,
or even very happy..
this made me realise something,
which is, to me,
happiness is something that is very simple,
happiness is just there,
it's just whether we identify it as a form of happiness,
whether we think it is happiness,
whether we treat it as happiness...
simple, what do i mean?
basically things like finding the pencil case that i thought i lost,
getting to buy something that i wanted,
getting to eat mummy's fried rice or yong tau foo,
getting to go to yeye's house and meet up with li hui they all,
getting to talk crap with Jie,
getting to pinch ah dan on his cheeks when he's cheeky,
completing my assignments ahead of time,
doing SJ stuff...
and many many more...
these things are so minor,
but these are things that makes me happy,
which means they are happiness...
you see,
happiness is not something that we need to try very hard for..
happiness is something that we appreciate in life..
simple stuff like that is happiness too,
and happiness in it's purest form...
cox it is just simply, something that makes you happy..
what else can happiness be, right?
that's what i think,
and when everything is supposed to be complicated,
having happiness that is simple is something that i appreciate..
and this, in itself, is my happiness..

so, what is your happiness? =)

imperfections are the beauty in life


11/25/09

F L A G D A Y


was kinda late for flag day..
sorry.. ><
it was rather chaotic today,
morning with chipmunk stressed out and mini explosion,
then to missing stuffs...
roaming without sir lee around is a lil tiring..
hahas..
but, we made it..
and thanks loads to mama teng! for the meal~
sorry we ate so much.. =X
overall, i think we didn't do that badly for flag day,
just that cox sir lee's not around,
we only did town area,
and with the limited time,
hmmmms,
but let's cross our fingers that we can get $10K~
GO GESSians!!!! xDDDDDDDDD
thanks loads to everyone who participated in this flag day,
otsukaresama deshita!(a job well done!)
rest well,
drink more water,
miss xiao lin stop eating eggs and chickens and heaty stuff,
sleep earlier tonight..
take cares! =D

imperfections are the beauty in life


11/23/09

L O S T


I freaking lost my beloved 4 years old pencil case...
with all my stationeries inside,
i think i lost it on saturday,
and i stupidly only realise now..
=.=
god damn it~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am freaking moody right now...
and i am freaking pissed with myself..
DAMN IT~
ARGH~

imperfections are the beauty in life



E L E A R N I N G


elearning starts this week,
and i shall make us of this to cheong everything for SJ,
especially ZPN...
sucky secretary=Poh Ting Xin...

then there is flag day on wednesday..
the 1st flag day without sir lee's car zooming around..
and lunch leh? sians...
tsk...
but then, armed with the 200 tins and with everyone,
i aim to get our $10K~
and gain back our top in zone, and possibly, top in whole SJ in SG.. ^u^
go GESSians! =D

okay, that's all for now,
i really look forward to ZPN...
but i'm scared too.. =X

well well,
okay, i need to shuddup and go do stuff le~
JA!~

imperfections are the beauty in life


11/22/09

P A I N F U L


i overreacted,
and nearly caused disaster...
but, seriously,
it's just so painful to me...
it's not just s little bit of pain,
it's cutting..
maybe because i included too much personal emotion,
maybe because here everyone is falling ill and still working hard,
such things happen, that threatens to crumble SJ if principals etc knew..
we are unanimously blacklisted in school by someone of authority,
and this kinda thing has to happen...
just when we are fighting to make 2010 a better year for all,
to change people's view of SJ,
to get back our gold,
to do better,
this came..
no doubt it's true that it happened,
but laugh at you? i dun think so,
and then, i would very much preferred if you told me in the face about this,
it's easier to improve this way..
i dunno, i just dunno,
i only know that it's really really painful..
and it's just so weird to be crying out of anger and desperation...

imperfections are the beauty in life


11/20/09

when sleeping becomes scary..



i had the worst headache of my life,
it begun when i was on the way to HQ for zone meeting..
i thought maybe i just needed some rest..
but during zone meeting, it felt worse...
but i endured through the meeting,
and on the way home,
i vomitted..
i thought something must be very wrong..
but i didn't dare say anything to daddy and mummy..
because if they knew,
then they'll probably ground me and ban me from every single SJ matter..
which is what i cannot afford right now...
only Jie knew about it last night before i came home..
i made her promise not to tell daddy, mummy, and anyone in zone 10..
because i don't want anyone to feel guilty..
it's not anyone's fault, AT ALL..
last night i didn't really use my comp,
and the work that i'm supposed to complete, wasn't completed, sorry.. ><
and when extra strong painkillers didn't help at all,
i suddenly got afraid..
because i thought there was sth very wrong if it hurts to this extend,
and the fact that even my nose and my jaws hurt..
i didn't dare to sleep,
because i was afraid i'll never get to wake up today..
i'm scared i'd just die like that..
in the end i slept at 2plus, 3...
and i didn't know how i fell asleep..
and, i lied to Ai Suan that it was a fren who got this headache,
to ask for advice..
Thanks Ai Suan..
really sorry that i lied to you.. ><
i didn't mean to, but then, i thought if i told you straightaway it's me,
you would've worried, or sth.. ><
sorry for being dishonest..
and sorry that i told you today morning and woke you up.. ><
but thank goodness that i recovered today morning..
if not i would've need to see doctor..
but i didn't go down to training today..
sorry '07..
i've been skipping training too much.. =(
didn't mean to always do that..
really sorry..

now, i'm really thankful that i managed to wake up today..
and i shall do my best to complete all the things i have to do..
JA~

imperfections are the beauty in life


11/18/09

I thot i could've tried to help you,
in a way or another,
in the end,
what you said dropped a bombshell on me...
why i gave you attitude that you didn't like?
because the designs didn't just pop out of my head like that..
maybe it sucks, i dunno, afterall i wasn't an art student,
but seeing the way you leave it lying around, and about the "meaningful" thingy,
what occured to me immediately was that,
i might as well throw it away,
because it is meaningless...
you didn't ask for it to begin with..
suan le ba..
i'm just too ignorant to think that this stupid thing i drew would be of any help to you..
sorry for wasting those moments of your time..
and this is not out of sacarsm..

imperfections are the beauty in life


☆☆☆Watashi wa☆☆☆

Poh Ting Xin 傅亭欣
160592
`pohpoh` =P
mushroom
90% guy
Gan Eng Seng School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic.SoE
SJAB
1E'05.2E'06.3G'07.4G'08
1L02'09
ANCO'09 safety!
OTC'09, ALPHA! =D


☆☆☆Upcoming events☆☆☆

6th June:OTC Briefing day
7th June:Zone FAC 2009
12th-15th June:OTC camp
18th-21st June:ANCO camp 2009
-28th June:OTC Day Course 1
5th July:OTC Day Course 2
19th July:OTC Day Course 3
26th July:OTC Examination Day
7th August:MDE Dance Performance
8th August:LSCMSS Full Comm Meeting
5th September:OTC POP Rehearsal
12th September:OTC POP
14th November:Brigade Banquet
☆ 5th December:Zone 10 ZPN


☆☆☆Ikemen☆☆☆

☆ 山下智久

☆ 錦戸亮

☆ 亀梨和也

☆ 二宮和也

☆ 水嶋 ヒロ

☆ 佐藤健

☆ 森本龍太郎

☆ 森本慎太郎

☆ 藪宏太

☆ 知念侑李

☆ 山田涼介

☆ 山下翔央

☆ 김현중



☆☆☆大好き!☆☆☆

☆ Family
☆ 友達=D
☆ 1L02'09! =D
☆ OTC'09!
☆ ALPHA'09!
☆ Listening to music
☆ Kim Hyun Joong!!!
☆ YAMAPI!XD
☆ Ryo-Chan!XD
☆ SS501
☆ NEWS
☆ KAT-TUN
☆ DBSK
☆ Babies!!!!!!!!
☆ Jap Dramas
☆ Baby Pooh
☆ Rilakkuma! XD
☆ Domokun! XD
☆ Red.Black.White.Brown
☆ Orange.Grey.Blue
☆ milk tea!
☆ DARK chocolate
☆ hazelnuts
☆ sneakers
☆ Smiles~
☆ SubWay.Eat Fresh =P
☆ Nintama Rantaro!
☆ Peach Tea
☆ Green Tea
☆ Blueberry Tea
☆ Peppermint drinks=D
☆ Meiji Strawberry Milk!


☆☆☆Dislikes☆☆☆

☆ fights
☆ quarrels
☆ arguments
☆ heights
☆ going out on a rainy day
☆ bright pink(scary!)
☆ vegetables
☆ myself crying
☆ spammers
☆ myself PMS-ing


☆☆☆Wants☆☆☆

Tomodachi~ =D
Everyone to be Happy+Healthy
☆ Yamapi+Chang Min XD
-My own laptop
☆ To go to JAPAN & KOREA~
☆ To go to Hawaii's beach
☆ To attend a NEWS concert!!
☆ To attend a KAT-TUN concert!!
☆ To attend a TVXQ concert!!
☆ TWILIGHT series
☆ Newbie T-shirts
-A new HP pouch
-A new wallet
-A new pencil case
☆ Fila T-shirts
☆ Konyaku^^
☆ To play with KYRIE again^^
☆ A new pair of specs
-To learn how to cut songs
☆ An Ipod
☆ A red slingbag
☆ A nice cap
☆ A new pair of slippers
☆ New WHITE ankle socks!!
☆ To eat baked rice at delifrance again
☆ To improve my Japanese
☆ To complete watching Harry Potter Series
☆ PONYO PONYO PONYO!!! XD
☆ To buy the baby pooh thermal flask!
☆ To go disneyland!! XD
☆ To try having long hair
-To go OTC
☆ To be an instructor in OTC
☆ To be a PC in ANCO
☆ winnie the MY pooh bear!
☆ dale dale dale!
☆ watch sunrise by the beach
☆ watch sunset by the beach
☆ pooh bear socks! XD
to see everyone's egao~ =)
☆ Ponyo stuff toy!
☆ Rilakkuma~ XD
-Domokun stuff toy! XDThanks 1L02!! =D
☆ Red Wine with 1992 Vintage =)
Laugh-a-lot bear
Funshine bear
☆ All 3 of Ayaka's albums!
☆ New Sneakers
☆ Red HP earphones
☆ Unlimited sms
BOF DVD
☆ BOF OSTs
☆ Go to SS501's concert!!! xD
☆ Learn how to play guitar!!
SS501's REBIRTH album!
☆ SS501's Vol. 1-S.T NOW album!
☆ HyunJoong's Doraemon Hoodie!!!!
ZPN '09 to be a success!


☆☆☆Them☆☆☆

☆ Aaron
☆ Afiqah
☆ Amanda Poon
☆ Amanda Ho
☆ Asidah
☆ Benjamin
☆ Chang Yu
☆ Chee Meng
☆ Cheryl
☆ Chen Hui
☆ Denise
☆ Derek
☆ De Xian
☆ Dina
☆ Diyanah
☆ Eileen
☆ Emily
☆ Felicia
☆ GESS SJAB
☆ Han Ying
☆ Hidayah
☆ Hui Ying
☆ Intake'07
☆ Isabel mdm
☆ Jacelyn
☆ Jacqueline
☆ Jie
☆ Jia Hwee
☆ Josephine
☆ Jue Hong
☆ Justin Sir
☆ Kai Qi
☆ Kai Xin
☆ Lin Qian
☆ Louiza
☆ Lydia
☆ Marlie
☆ Martin
☆ Meiliana
☆ Mei Ying
☆ Melissa
☆ Michelle
☆ Nabil
☆ Nicholas
☆ Pei Yan
☆ Phoebe
☆ Priscilla
☆ Rachel
☆ Rhonda
☆ Ryan
☆ Sharmine
☆ Shi Yi
☆ Shobana
☆ Si Min
☆ Siew Huai
☆ Sok Ting
☆ Swee Hong
☆ Sze Yee
☆ Teng Teng
☆ Valerie
☆ Vernissa
☆ Wan Lin
☆ Wan Teng
☆ Wei Shen
☆ Yan Lin
☆ Yang Qin
☆ Yu Fan
☆ Yu Sheng
☆ Yue Fang
☆ Zhan Hui
☆ Zhen Shun
☆ Zi Hui


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