2 days,
close to 48 hours.
although didn't do it non-stop,
but i listenend to all the songs on my phone...
115 of them..
haha.. =P
cox CNY at mummy side is kinda really boring..
=_=
so just read my 1 litre of tears book
and listened to my songs...
just for the fun of it,
will type down the sequence..
haha.. =P

1. A.Ra.Shi--Arashi
2. Ai Ai Gasa--Tegomassu
3. Ai Nante--Tegoshi Yuya, Nishikido Ryo, Kato Shigeaki
4. Ai no Matadoru--NEWS
5. Akai Hana--NEWS
6.Akaku Moyuru Taiyou--NEWS
7. Aribai--Koyashige+Tegomassu
8. Ashita Hareru Kana--Keisuke Kuwata
9. Ballooons--TVXQ
10. Bambina--NEWS
11. Beach Angel--NEWS
12. Beautiful Days--Arashi
13. Best Friend--Kiroro
14. Blue Tuesday--KAT-TUN
15. Bokura no Machide--KAT-TUN
16. Boom! Boom! Power--NEWS
17. Butterfly--Akanishi Jin+Ueda Tatsuya
18. Change The World--NEWS
19. Cherish--NEWS
20. Chisana Koi no Uta--MONGOL800
21. Code--Nishikido Ryo
22. Colorful--Yamashita Tomohisa
23. Crush--David Archuleta
24. Daite Senorita--Yamashita Tomohisa
25. Devil ot Angel--NEWS
26. Don't u ever stop--KAT-TUN
27. Dreams--NEWS
28. Fly Again--NEWS
29. Forever--NEWS
30. Gan Gan Ganbatte--NEWS
31. Gold--KAT-TUN
32. Gomen ne Juliet--Yamashita Tomohisa
33. Hadashi no Cinderella Boy--NEWS
34. Hanabi--Mr. Children
35. Happy Birthday--NEWS
36. Harukana Yakusoku--KAT-TUN
37. Heavenly Days--Aragaki Yui
38. Himawari--Yamashita Tomohisa
39. Hoshi wo Mezashite--NEWS
40. Houkago Blues--Yamashita Tomohisa
41. I Believe--TVXQ
42. I.ZA.NA.I.ZU.KI--NEWS
43. Ichioku no Hoshi--Arashi
44. 風と星とメビウスの輪--Mr. Children
45. Inconsolable--Backstreet Boys
46. Kansha Kangeki Ame Arashi--Arashi
47. Keep The Faith--KAT-TUN
48. Kibou~Yell~--NEWS
49. Kirameki no Kanata e--NEWS
50. Kiss~Kaerimichi no Love Song--Tegomassu
51. Kizuna--Kamenashi Kazuya
52. Koi Yake--NEWS
53. Konayuki--Remioromen
54. Kotoba Yori Taisetsuna Mono--Arashi
55. Lion Heart--SMAP
56. Love or Like--KAT-TUN
57. Love So Sweet--Arashi
58. Love Song--Yamashita Tomohisa
59. Mafuyu no Nagareboshi--NEWS
60. Make My Day--Aragaki Yui
61. March 9th--Remioromen
62. March 9th (choir version)
63. March 9th (leaving version)
64. Mirotic--TVXQ
65. Mola--Yamashita Tomohisa
66. mother father--KAT-TUN
67. Murarisuto--Koyashige
68. Nande Nande Dame--NEWS
69. Nantoka Naru Sa--Masuda Takahisa, Yamashita Tomohisa, Koyama Keiichiro
70. NEWS Nippon--NEWS
71. 说好的幸福呢--Jay Chou
72. Only Human--K
73. Ordinary--Nishikido Ryo
74. Orion--Nakashima Mika
75. Our Story~Prologue~--KAT-TUN
76. Oyome ni Oide--Yamashita Tomohisa
77. Precious One--KAT-TUN
78. Purple Line--TVXQ
79. Push On!--NEWS
80. Rainbow--NEWS
81. Real Face--KAT-TUN
82. Realize--Melody
83. Regret--Mai Hoshimura
84. Rising Sun--TVXQ
85. Sayaendou--NEWS
86. Seishun Amigo--Shuji to Akira
87. Sekai ni Hitotsu Dake no Hana--SMAP
88. Sekai ni Hitotsu Dake no Hana(live version)--NEWS
89. Shock me--NEWS
90. Signal--KAT-TUN
91. Smile Maker--NEWS
92. Snow Express--NEWS
93. Someday for Somebody--Kamenashi Kazuya
94. Sono Egao Boku ni Misete--Ryopi
95. Special Happiness--Kamenashi Kazuya, Taguchi Junnosuke
96. Stardust--NEWS
97. Stay With Me Tonight--TVXQ
98. Summer Time--NEWS
99. Taiyou no Namida--NEWS
100. Teppen--NEWS
101. Time--Yamashita Tomohisa
102. Towairo no Koi--NEWS
103. True--Ryan Cabrera
104. Unforgettable--TVXQ
105. Utai Tsuzukeru Toki--KAT-TUN
106. We Can Make It--Arashi
107. Weeeek--NEWS
108. White X'mas--KAT-TUN
109. Wrong Number--TVXQ
110. You Raise Me Up--Celtic Women
111. Your Smile--KAT-TUN
112. Yubiwa--Yamashita Tomohisa
113. Yume no Kazu Dake Ai ga Umareru--NEWS
114. Zutto--Tegomassu
115. Yorokobi no Uta--KAT-TUN

phew~
okays, i'm tired...
haha.. =P
JA~

today had reunion dinner at ah ma's house after half days' work at DMK...
really love ah ma's food!
haha.. =P

and then, had a somewhat nice time just having random conversations as a family...
realised that i kinda enjoy that...
the simplicity of being together with my family...
makes me laugh even if Jie throws me sacarstic remarks...
haha.. =P
it's kinda nice...
the kizuna(bonding) between family...

wells, now shall go do something nostalgic...
watch the mediacorp CNY special program..
haha... =P
everyone,
enjoy CNY!
=)
JA~

Ashita Yarou wa Bakayarou
roughly translates to:
those who always put things off to tomorrow are stupid...
or something like that...

Anyways, that is my motto of motivation right now...
till when,i dunno...
but for now, it motivates me quite a lot..
haha.. =P

hmmm..
thinking through,
i've decided that i shall work hard from now on...
putting in my 100% wherever possible...
because,
i dun wanna leave any regrets,
and think back,
having the kinda thought:
''i could have done better''
when you didn't do enough, you didn't do enough, period.
i wanna work very hard,
so that i can find no excuses for myself.
also, having this motto is to ensure that i don't become lazy...
haha.. =P

on top of working hard,
i've thought through my approach towards everyone..
and realised that i've been demanding...
i've been forcing my own ideals on other people...
which is very wrong..
sorry, people...
i changed my mindset...
form now onwards, what i'll do is do what i'm supposed to do, fulfil my duties responsibly, like inform those that i'm supposed to inform etc etc etc....
and then from there, whether or not to participate, do this do that etc etc etc,
it'll be all up to your own decisions and judgement...
i'm not gonna be this irritating person that i was,
always down there saying you should this, you should that...
because that is rude,
and it doesn't make things work...
ya...
so i'm changing my approach of things...
so that i'll not create unhappiness anymore..
and also,
so that i'll not affect other people on deciding what they want...
yup... =)

other than that,
from now onwards,
i don't want to demand anymore attention..
or demand things from others...
not pinpointing anyone,
just an example...
i ask stufff etc,
if the other party doesn't wanna reply,
so be it...
i won't force/push things anymore...
and also,
i don't mind if anyone treat me half-heartedly...
or look for me only when i'm worth some help etc etc etc to anyone...
i don't mind, seriously...
because,
it doesn't really matter, does it?
just so that things get done,
and everything's working alright,
who gives a damn about what happened?
haha.. =P
it doesn't matter who contribute more, who contribute less...
i want to look at the big picture now...
chinese say, 以大局为重。
meaning,
the emphasis is being placed on the overall
instead of the individuals...
yup yup...

and then last but not least,
i need to clarify everything about this post...
i'm not posting all the things here to attract attention..
you can choose not to read if you want..
because my blog is just like my diary..
i write what happen to me/what i think etc..
haha.. =P
hopefully i won't/didn't offend anyone...
yup yup..
and then,
what i said earlier,
it may sound nice..
but i've already prepared myself...
i know with all these changes,
there sure would be times that i'll EMO, sian, feel terrible/disappointed/tired
etc etc etc...
because i'm a think too much kinda person...
but,
these are exactly the kind of environment i need to place myself in right now...
so that i can train myself to stop thinking too much...
yup yup..
i'll cry and stuff..
i'm still human, dun worry..
haha.. =P
but, that will all be done in the comfort of being alone...
because i wanna face things proper on my own..
so that i'll be able to become a stronger person as time goes by...
i want to change my stupid character, you see..
haha.. =P
so yups,
this is just one of my life plans...

~Ashita Yarou wa Bakayarou~
i'll keep that in mind..

wells, that's all for today...
sounds a bit serious,
but i'm ok,
everything's fine...
just moving on to my next 'Psychological Maturity Level'
which i guess is at a Uper low level right now...
haha.. =P
wells,
shall stop crapping..
haha.. =P
JA~

just realised,
this is my 90th post...
haha.. =P

wells, my phone is back!
finally!
XD
but gotta wait till tmr afternoon then i can put my memory card back in...
so like for the whole of today, no songs etc~
but, i'm ok with it..
as long as my phone is ok...
haha.. =P

wells,
somehow,
feeling a bit, a bit... sabishi(dunno if it's correct spelling)?
dunno why...
what did i do wrong, eh?
at least, could you at least tell me?
instead of just keeping quiet,
and ignoring?
because it's like,
even if you wanna start ignoring me,
pls at least give me reasons etc...
like out of the blue moon...
what did i do wrong?
or is it just me, Poh Ting Xin, just isn't worth your 1 second?
i dunno...
maybe you just can't be bothered anymore...
but,
whatever it is,
i won't force you...
because it's ridiculous, and like, only makes things worse?

Wells, that's all for today..
JA~

Injuries~
well, not too much of a big deal...
But,
I think my hands are seriously dying..
O_O
there are dozens of small cuts, swelling, torn skin, redness all over my 10 fingers...
LOL...
somehow,today, i'm seriously injury prone...
kept hitting/bamming/cutting my hands...
and like now, typing with my right middle finger is kinda painful cox i had quite a bad torn skin at my fingertip...
which, happens to be at the area which my nails poke at...
=_=

oh ya, and today,
MY SPECS SAVED MY EYES.
seriously...
cox i was standing on a beer grate,
packing cans of beer that's on the highest shelve...
then, suddenly, one can of beer toppled,
and it's ''neighbours'' followed...
in total about 7 cans toppled..
and 4 of them hit my specs before reaching the floor..
i'm like,
''heng ar, wearing specs, if not my eyes kena''
LOL...
sounds auntie...
psps...
but i'm seriously grateful to my specs...
haha.. =P

wells, gonna be working at DMK at Harbourfront tmr...
3 to 10..
zzz
=_=
wells, can't help it, they said must at least finish 3 more days of work...
haha.. =P

wells, shall stop my random talk here..
haha.. =P
JA~

hmmm...
something happen at work today...
there's this promoter for F&N drinks at Shop and Save...
and that guy is kinda teenager looking+very quiet...
found him looking familiar, but dunno where i've seen him...
and then today happen to be packing Yeo's drinks while he is packing F&N drinks in the store...
then like he asked me how old i was...
told him 17...
then he like, ''eh, what school?''
then i said ''Gan Eng Seng''
then like LOL..
realised that he's from GESS too...
he's Martin's friend ar..
same age as Jie and Martin...
like.. kinda coincidental...
LOL..
wells, that's all i gotta update..
JA~

haix...
frankly speaking, i am kinda regretting my choice in choosing to work at Shop and Save....
wells,the work etc is ok..
it's just that, i feel bad...
because of this job, i pang seh a lot of ppl...
pang seh Shobana, cox we wanted to see some stuff initially...
then pang seh SJ, cox i wanted to go back for sec 1s de 1st training...
then the other day, Esther was saying that she was thinking about ice-skating, 4 ppl more worth it...
kinda spoiled her mood or sth i guess...
=(
haix...

but then again, if i didn't work, i wouldn't be able to go out also ba..
cox of money...
sian...
why am i worrying about money right now..
=_=
i shouldn't be...
but...
haix...


how i wish i could do Iwase Ken's ''Hallelujah Chance'' right now...
to go back to secondary school days, and live it again...
and to have more fun and memories with all my friends...
i am missing wearing School Uniform..
am missing slacking in class,
missing passing messages around when the teachers didn't notice...
missing passing food to one another under the ''cover'' of tables/books/paper..
missing wearing school tie...
missing sitting at the place that i always sit at in the morning..
missing being the only person in school at around 6.10am...
missing cheating to run less for PE lessons..
missing having to wake up at 5am everday...
there're so many things i miss about GESS right now...
but, i can't really go back and do things all over again right...
there's no way i can ''Hallelujah Chance'' my way back to the past like kenzou...


frankly speaking,
i think i'm a cowardy kinda person,
who can't really let go of what happened...
i am the kind that always harp on the past..
and in the end, irritates everyone...
and people start hating me...
haix..
i'm trying to change..
stopped harping on the past...
but somehow,
one part of me can never change...
which is,
i'm always missing the past..
sorry, eh...
not emo-ing here..
just that i'm missing my secondary school life a lot right now..
maybe it built up in me..
and happens so that i'm all alone at home...
things start rushing in...
haha..


oh ya,
recently,i've been reading the original book for 1 litre of tears...
the original book is actually the compiled diary entries of Aya, the real girl who suffered from Spinocerebellar Degeneration Disease...
although up till now, i've only read till 1/3 of the book,
but it made me feel that in comparison,
the drama is too beautified...
the real things that happened to Aya was more cruel than the drama...
but then again,
as what Cheryl said,
there's the love factor in the drama...
without that, not much people will watch?
i guess that's kinda true..
if it's based vigilantly on the book...
then it would've become a documentary instead of a drama...
haha.. =P
but, the book really made me feel sad for Aya...
because, in real life, she suffered the disease since about 15 years old...
it's like, so young,
yet life is torturing her like that..
haix...


wells,
been talking a lot today...
haha.. =P
guess i should stop here then..
JA~

=_=
my 3 months and 5 days old phone is dead...
=_=
i gotta go to bugis tmr morning to check if i can get warranty services...
and if it goes to servicing, i'll be phoneless...
=_=
and then, there's a chance that all the stuff in my phone's gonna be gone...
=_=
although i have backup copies in my comp...
but then, it's quite a pain to put everything together again...
and then...
haix...
=_=
=_= =_= =_=
why suddenly sia...
suddenly a bomb dropped on me...
RIGHT before CNY
piang eh!
=_=
okay.. i'm sounding gangsta..
but that's how i'm feeling right now..
sian...
=_=
i take care of this phone more than i ever did for any of my phones...
and this happens..
sian sian sian...
=_=
me feel like crying right now..
feels like dying too...
=_=
is irritated with what happened...
=_=
okays,
this post can go on forever...
just that i dun even have the mood to type already...
=_=
-end of grumbling-

watched Code Blue Special Episode today...
here's a compiled version of Yamapi's character, Aizawa Kousaku's, monologue(one part at the beginning, another at the end):

''Life is always accompained with partings,
breakups between couples,
going different ways with friends,
and, death.
sometimes partings occur as expected,
sometimes partings occur unexpectedly.
the outcome of meetings is definitely partings.
there's always a time to meet, and a time to part,
in our hearts, we clearly know that.
misery is a form of parting,
starting out on a new journey is a form of parting,
letting go of the past is a form of parting,
deep down, there's only one thing that is definite,
partings, will make people stronger than before
--Aizawa Kousaku

it seems kinda true?
i'm saying that as an audience, not as a Yamapi fan..
hopefully..
haha.. =P

hmmm..
and then,
my phone is still failing me... =(
i am crossing my fingers now till the moment Jie comes home, till i get my hands onto another charger...
because, the only reason that i can think of, about my phone not being able to start up, is that the charger at home is spoiled, and my phone couldn't get charged so can't start...
cox it went totally no batt last night...
and like, i didn't drop my phone etc recently...
and even though i talked for close to 2 hours with Cheryl last night, it CAN'T be that my phone is overheated...
because i opened up the batt cover and smell metal...
i don't smell any burnt smell...
so it's can't be anything wrong with my phone...
i'm REALLY hoping for the problem to lie with the charger...
Onegaishimasu~ Kami-sama... ><

haix...
meanwhile, i cut my hair...
because mummy demanded it...
she gave ''orders''
haix..
now my hair looks weird..
because i'm practicing combing my hair now..
i wanna have a proper parting...
or my hair will just go back to being a ''nest''
lol...

haix...
is really really worried about my phone now..
=_=
hmmm..
shall go do sth to distract myself..
JA~

hmmm...
last night, had a nice chat with Cheryl...
shared with her Jap words that i know..
haha.. =P
cox she's into Gundam recently...
and then she got interested in Jap words...
maybe she's trying to understand the anime more or sth?
haha..
well, it was fun...
cox Cheryl is very English-y...
so when she pronounce Jap words, she doesn't really sound very Jap-y
but she's just starting out...
Cheryl, WATCH MORE JAP DRAMA!
then you'll get the hang of the tone..
haha.. =P
actually, i sound just as bad when i started learning..
so Cheryl, Shinpai nai~
haha.. =P

hmmm..
then we got talk a bit lor...
like from Jap jump to posting, what we did recently, blogs etc...
then still got talk about SJ...
haix...
SJ ar...
shan't elaborate too much...
it's an inside matter afterall...
haha.. =P

wells, is watching code blue special now...
thinking of watching Ikuta Toma's ''Voice''
haha.. =P
i haven't finished Yukan Club yet...
Yabai~_~
okays, shall go finish it up before i start on ''Voice''
haha.. =P

Haix...
sian...
my phone is totally no batt...
then now charging, but got problems with starting it...
=_=
YABAI~
stupid charger and power sockets....
haix...
wells wells...
shall not complain anymore...
JA~

it's raining cans!
hallelujah, it's raining cans!

LOL.. =P
wells, that's cox i packed 7 boxes of CANNED TUNA...
yeap, T-U-N-A, tuna...
lol..
seriously, the cans are like, in a series or sth?
hopefully i didn't get any of the cans in the wrong place...
haha.. =P

wells, nothing much to write ba...
work is still boring and stuff..
shall keep things short then..
JA~

started work at shop and save today..
the job is like,
S-L-A-C-K...
compared to my previous job....
lol...
like there's nothing much to do actually...
and when there's nothing to do,
what we're resorted to do is basically slack around while pretending to be busy doing something...
it's like, =_=
quite sian...
but the good thing is, at least it's a short hours job..
so like ok lor..
sian past that period of time, happily skip home le...
okay, maybe not exactly skip..
just a ''description''..
haha.. =P

hmmm...
oh ya,
those of you who has TODAY newspaper at home,
pls look for the SINGTEL ads page,
and then cut out the red portion,
fold it into a heart,
and drop it inside any post boxes...
it helps you past time,
as wells as help needy children get subsidies from Singtel...
so pls do it if you can...
=)

yup yup..
wells, that's about it then, for today..
JA~

Spring cleaning...
wells, did a revamp for my room today..
cox CNY coming..
and Jie said gotta do...
so do lor...
i mainly packed my stuff, threw away unwanted stuff..
the cleaned the windows..

wells, packed my comics, and passed some to Yong Qing..
fruits basket etc..
thanks Yong Qing...
haha.. =P
Shobana did spring cleaning also..
and she gave me her JE magazines...
like about 10+ of them?
gotta go extend my JE corner le..
haha.. =P
Thanks loads Shobana!
=D

wells, is really irritated by something..
recently, many of the blogs i visit has a SPAMMER by the nick of ILLUSION...
that person basically doesn't reveal his/her identity...
i've seen a lot of blog owners asking who he/she is...
and this person is CHILDISHLY playing a ''MYSTERIOUS CHARACTER''...
i just wanna ask, how BORING and LAME can you get?
too much time and energy on your hands, can jolly well go do sth more meaningful, even sleeping is more useful than spamming...

just voicing my opinion, i think that it's DESPICABLE to disturb people like that...
what's wrong with you?
jian bu de guang?
can't come out openly,
gotta hide in the shadows ar?

wells, anyways, shall not waste any more of my blog space to talk about such stuff..
that's all for today,
JA~

yoyo..
changed my blog song again..
i'm frequently changing them..
LOL..
okays.. this time, it's all ballads(dunno if it's right)
anyways, hopefully, the songs are gentler on everyone's ears..
haha.. =P
well,
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasau~
=)

17/01/2009

Today was Fun!
haha.. =P
hmmm..
didn't realise that we can do so much stuff at Tiong...
wells, first we went to see which place would be better to eat at, based on price and stuff...
after that, we went to the arcade, and i played the basketball thing...
been a while since i played basketball..
my arm, CMI..
LOL...
then after that we played a few games respectively..
then like, we played the game with a table, and we're supposed to play against one another.. the swipe here and there game?
sorry if you can't picture that.. ><
i'm bad at descirptions...
wells, that game, Esther was KOWAII(scary)
first time i see her use so much force into playing a game...
haha.. =P
wells, when i played against Esther, at one point, we both reached out to hit the disk, and the disk flew off the table..
it hit Shi Min..
sorry... ><
but it was a big shock to all of us..
haha.. =P
then when we're leaving, i told Shobana that maybe it's because both Esther and i are May babies..
maybe May babies tend to be more forceful or sth?
haha.. =P

Wells, then we had dinner at Griller..
students' meal...
yay for cheapness...
LOL
well, we ate different stuff...
Shobana ate grill chicken with rice,
Cherie ate sauteed chicken with rice,
Esther ate chicken cutlet,
Shi Min ate fish and chips,
i ate grilled dory with rice...

we exchanged presents during dinner too...
erm, wells, the presents were supposed to be for X'mas,
but we didn't get to meet..
haha.. =P
Thanks Cherie for Yamapi Pinup, the magazine, the Hiragana and Katagana book and the letter!
Thanks Esther for the towel, the tiger(?), the keychain, and the biscuits(love the biscuits XD)!
Thanks Shobana for the 8GB thumbdrive and it's contents, the post-its and the name keychain!
Thanks Shi Min for the figurines and the letter!
Thanks so much, Everyone! =D
Hopefully you all will like the presents i gave you.. ><

hmmm.. then after that we went to walk around Tiong...
went comics connection, more than words..
then i bought some stuff to send to my penpals..
after which we went home..
hmmm..
come to think of it,
it's been a while since we went to Tiong and walk around...
we used to do that quite often after school...
haha.. =P
it's been a while too..
since we walk together down to the MRT, then stand in front of the entrance to talk a while, bid goodbye, before going on our way home...
i'm nostalgic..
haha.. =P
sorry.. being random and noisy here..
XD

jya...
everyone's gonna start school soon..
especially JC...
let's ganbatte together and work hard for our studies...
yup yup..
take care loads ne~

oh ya,
and, CNY is coming!
everyone, those who plan to buy clothes,
go buy them asap..
CNY is in 8 days..
just realised..
haha.. =P

hai..
so that's all..
JA~

Hmmm...
mummy helped me ask Shop and Save at Redhill about job...
suddenly sia..
anyways, she said it's like $4 per hour..
and then should be work half a day only..
doing the stocks and stuff la...
hmmm..
guess i should start working again...
haha.. =P
anyways, if i work there, i want food can just walk over to find mummy...
FOC ne~
haha.. =P

haix..
thought about stuff happening in my life for the later part of this year...
first, poly's gonna start,
then like there's exams and stuff..
plus, will be going back to help SJ as much as possible...
hope they dun mind seeing me..
haha.. =P
wells,
i guess it's time i take charge of my studies and be serious about everything...
because, i can't afford to do badly in poly..
dun have the money..
haha.. =P
will cheong as much as possible..
is aiming for the cert of merit...
although, fact is, based on my abilities, it's not quite possible..
haha.. =P
but just give it a try lor...
better than nothing..
hai..
ganbatte ne, everyone..
i'm motivated and fired up right now..
and i WANT it to continue till end of poly...
haha.. =P

I WON'T BE LAZY ANYMORE!
that's the promise i give myself...
and i'll keep by it from today onwards!
haha.. =P
JA~

because i am a failure now, it's gonna be more incredible when i succeed.. i'm gonna work hard from now on and prove him wrong..

the him here, is my dad..
who made me feel utterly defeated when he conveniently elaborates about how he views me as a failure...
but then,
really glad that kamenashijin was there to talk sense into me..
just right at the moment when i felt defeated..
it's reality i know..
but it hurts to hear that..
and it hurts even more to hear that from your own dad??
i dunno..
but my new target will be to prove him wrong..
shall work hard and aim for the cert of merit..
=D
ganbatte kudasai!!!

yatta!!!!!

i've submitted my 12 choices already!!!
yeah!!!
haha.. =P
here's my choices:

1) Logistics Management(NP)
2)Information Technology(SP)
3)Advertising and Public Relations(NP)
4)Leisure and Business Facilities Management(NP)
5)Nutrition, Health and Wellness(SP)
6)Information Technology(NP)
7)Chinese Media and communication(NP)
8)Early Childhood Education(NP)
9)Resort Facilities services and management(SP)
10)International Business(NP)
11)Biomedical Engineering(NP)
12)Engineering Common Programme(NP)

wells, that's a load off my mind...
haha.. =P
hopefully i can go into logistics management..
because the rest either new course or a bit maths-oriented..
oh wells, even if i dun get into logistics management,
i'll still be able to survive..
because i guess these courses are still alright ba..
haha.. =P

wells, that's all then..
JA~

ponyo ponyo ponyo...
''ponyo sousuke suki!''

haha.. =P
i finally watched ponyo!!
ponyo is SUPERRRRRRRRRRRR CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.. =P
wants to kidnap ponyo...
XD

there's like only 6 ppl in the cinema today..
a couple sat behind me,
a loner sat in the block next to me, and a pair of girls sat in front of that loner..
plus me..
haha.. =P
very empty..
but, the movie's nice, so doesn't really care about the surroundings..
hee..
actually, knew about this movie through Yamapi!
haha.. =P
cox he wrote in his J-web that the tune of Ponyo is catchy..
then when the movie came out,
my first reaction was:
hey! Pi watched Ponyo!
and i decided that i'm gonna watch it no matter what..
haha.. =P
and it's a good movie..
erm, just the cuteness actually...
anyways, the movie makes me feel nostalgic...
cos the animation is hand-drawn,
so it looks similar to the kinda animation you see in Doraemon..
it reminds me of my childhood..
the fun days watching TV religiously with my Jie and cousins..
haha.. =P

hai..
wells, my random blabbing for today..
JA~

*Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo!*

ok..
my feelings can be summarised in 1 word
R-E-L-I-E-V-E-D
relieved..
yes, that's the word..
well, my results ain't good..
but then, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be..
and then,
watashi no jin sen, stopping ja nai~
(my life's not stopping)..
haha.. =P
okays..
being shameless over here..

L1R5-->22
L1R4-->16


lousy right??
but i should still be able to go to poly??
hopefully na~


and then, the most shocking thing about my results is,
I ACTUALLY GOT A B3 FOR MATHS!
yes..
the subject that makes me pull my hair..
the subject that i've been failing terribly..
i finally passed..
and with a grade much higher than i expected...
haha..


ah.. ppl..
really sorry ne~
i'm being noisy here..
talking about my pathetic scores that i'm somehow happy with..
gomenasai...
><


hmmm..
i'm impressed with GESS's new principal, mrs. Tan..
because of what she said..
''you are the apple of your parents' eyes, no matter what happens today, you are still their star''
because if you tried cutting an apple horizontally,
at the seeds part, you can see a star shape..
LOL..
i think she must have been an english teacher last time..
not bad la..
at least i think what she said makes sense??
haha.. =P


hmmm..
i wanna thank people over here..

thank you Sharon, Jin Yan, Wai Han, Yong Qing for asking whether i'm ok.. haha.. =P
they said they thought i would cry..
but that's only cox they didn't know about my imagination..
haha.. =P
anyways, thanks so much..
and Yong Qing, thanks loads for the gift..
it's cute.. =D


next, would like to thank Siew Huai and Wan Teng for the text messages of encouragement, which made me less nervous...

and would like to thank Uncle, Jie, Lin Qian, Felicia, Baka#1, Li Hui(my cousin), Laureen, Aunt Wendy, Cheryl, Ming Yong(my cousin), Shiva, Ming Ming(my cousin), Daniel(my cousin) for the text messages/calls asking about my results... =)


and then,
would like to thank Shobana, Cherie, Esther, Meiliana and Shi Min for having dinner together today! =D
Really looking forward to the outing/celebration on Saturday! =)


hmmm..
will be going to course counselling at NP and SP tmr...
hopefully i can decide on my courses soon..
yay!
okays, gonna go watch dramas!
haha.. =P
JA~


*watashi no jin sen, stopping ja nai~*

actually, somehow, i have already calmed down from all the nervousness...
but then, i was made nervous again...
by mummy and jie!!! ><
not pushing the blame to them..
but they aare feeling gan jeong(rushed and nervous), and they respectively told me to call/sms them the moment i get my results...
mummy even worse...
she ask me whether i wanna go find her at uncle's stall...
i then i don't want ar... haha.. =P
imagine if i went down...
i would have been interrogated sia...
=_=
sian...
they build up the nervousness in me again...
now my intestines are in knots....
sian...
after i finally managed to calm down and get some sleep yesterday...
haix...
oh wells, it's a few hours left till my doom...
i really hope i won't turn weird...
haha.. =P
JA~

changed my blog song agains...
that's like in less than a month's time...
oh wells,
been into these songs recently i guess??
just realised that they're mostly fast-paced/rock/what some (like my mum) would call ''noisy songs''...
but i find them nice...
cox the singers sing with a lot of strength(literally), so it's kinda good to listen to these songs for venting of, erm, i would say, ''frustration''
haha.. =P

wells,that's all i gotta say then...
JA~

tomorrow is the day...
my dooms day...
haix...
people, it's not the exams that are scary...
it's results..
LOL...

sian...
am currently using time to research on courses..
as a form of distraction for myself...
so that i won't keep thinking about tomorrow...
oh crap...
i seriously can't imagine what will happen to me tomorrow man...
i dunno...
i think my reaction would become weird..
cho hen dayo!!!(mega-weird!!!)
yabai yo!!! ><

only thing is,
i seriously dun wanna cry tomorrow...
at least not in the hall or school compounds...
er...
okays,
basically, i dun wanna cry in front of anyone...
but the thing is,
i'm not so sure of my ability to control my tears??
crap...
=_=

haix...
frankly speaking,
i can imagine my results already..
it'll be the worst results anyone can think of...
somehow, i'm mentally prepared??
but then again,
mentally prepared is one thing..
accepting it is another thing altogether...
i dunno..
seriously..

so, erm, if you happen to see me in a weird condition
pls dun be shocked..
LOL
wells,
there's a chance that i might just rush home asap after the results,
and then start crying the moment i'm in the isolation of my room...
and maybe i'll start bugging my sis to listen to my whining..
although i know roughly what she'll reply..
''if you knew this would happen, then why didn't you work hard?''
actually not only my sis ba..
my whole family will say that??
haha.. =P
my family is a ''cruel'', ''face reality'' kind..

wells, thanks for coming so far,
reading all my whining..
and random talk..
i'm just nervous...
doki doki na~

wells, actually,
i'm just thinking, i might just turn insane after tomorrow...
and this blog will get so dead...
so just randomly updating today..
haha.. =P

wells, that's all for my whining..
JA~

*doki doki doki doki doki doki doki doki*

hihi...

konbawa(good evening)...

okays..

the sua ku(mountain turtle) in me is back..

LOL..

okays.. today, took bus no.16 to HQ..

and the bus is designed based on F1 theme..

i think the bus is super COOL!!!

haha.. =P

here are my pathetic attempts at taking pictures in an over-crowded+moving bus..

The ''Zebra'' Handrail

The ''Road''

The over-crowded-ness

The ''Racer'' seat(this is the one i sat on! manage to take a picture of it before i edge towards the doors.. =P)

The plasma TV(which is basically a white elephant in itself)

hai~

hope that today's post ain't that boring..

although i guess most of you all would've probably seen this bus before.. and that it's just me and my sua ku-ness..

oh wells..

haha.. =P

haihai...

i gotta go do my ''Japanese Self-Study''

before Kamenashi-sensei kills me..

haha.. =P

JA~

*my feeling right now=doki doki ><*