10/28/09

Recently,
things got a bit tight,
and somehow, my bad management of time has led to insufficient sleep,
suddenly felt so tired,
but i am FIGHTING! =)

Thanks Ming Jie for the bun~
it's so cute~~~
jia you for your exams kay?
cox Hyun Joong says so..
or maybe you prefer JiHoo? xDDDD

will be going to ah ma's house for dinner later..
will check when's ah ma's next hospital appointment.. =)

right now,
while having my break,
am cheonging ZPN meeting's minutes..
so sorry for being such a letdown.. =(

okays,
enough said,
JA~

10/26/09

400th post, to my 2 VIBs(very important brats)


although we always argue,
although we always push the blame to each other,
although we always bully each other,
although we always call each other irritating,
so many althoughs,
but wanna say that you two are the 2 most impt friends in my life,
because you are the friends i see everyday,
and for 姐's case, i sleep with everyday..
姐, thanks for the past 17 argue-ful, fun years together,
弟, thanks for being such a brat for the past 9 years together..
from now on, yoroshiku onegaishimasu! =D


同手同腳-溫嵐

還記得 小小年紀 鬆開我的手迷失的你
在人群裡 看見你一邊哭泣 手還握著冰淇淋

有時候 難過生氣 你總有辦法逗我開心
依然清晰 回憶裡 那些曾經有笑有淚的光陰

我們的生命先後順序 在同個溫室裡
也是存在在這個世界 唯一的唯一

未來的每一步一腳印 踏著彼此夢想前進
路上偶爾風吹雨淋 也要握緊你的手心

未來的每一步一腳印 相知相惜相依為命
別忘記之間的約定 我會永遠在你身邊陪著你

還記得 小小年紀 鬆開我的手迷失的你
在人群裡 看見你一邊哭泣 手還握著冰淇淋

有時候 難過生氣 你總有辦法逗我開心
依然清晰 回憶裡 那些曾經有笑有淚的光陰

我們的生命先後順序 在同個溫室裡
也是存在在這個世界 唯一的唯一

未來的每一步一腳印 踏著彼此夢想前進
路上偶爾風吹雨淋 也要握緊你的手心

未來的每一步一腳印 相知相惜相依為命
別忘記彼此的約定 我會永遠在你身邊陪著你

未來的每一步一腳印 踏著彼此夢想前進
路上偶爾風吹雨淋 也要握緊你的手心

未來的每一步一腳印 相知相惜相依為命
別忘記彼此的約定 我會永遠在你身邊陪著你

現在我唱的這首歌曲 給我最親愛的弟弟 (in my case, 姐姐 too)
在我未來生命之旅 要和你同手同腳的走 下去

Ranting,
(dun read if you dun want to feel the negative feelings)


i know i am not a good fren,
and i am not a good source of help,
and i am always not there for you..
but i dun get it why you are frustrated at the work,
when you tell me that you intend to just not do it when you bu shuang with it..
i dun get it why i go to all lengths to bother so many ppl when you're gonna shut the conversation on me...
i haven't even gotten the book myself,
i haven't even seen the contents,
i dun have a single idea what anything looks like,
and then, of course, in that way, i've definitely confused you,
i know i'm more of a hindrance than a help,
but i'm trying my best to help by asking around,
and in the end what i got was just you shutting out on me,
like i committed a sin,
and i totally dun mind you ranting at me,
and i was trying my best to encourage you not to be frustrated and do your work,
because i know that getting angry at school and work is pointless,
and only serves to make you miserable,
i was trying to talk you out of it,
and maybe get you to calm down..
in the end it was being labelled as me pointlessly nagging you,
and being said that just cox i was cheonging my woek and i trying to influence you,
like i'm forcing things on you...
wah, thanks man..
i wonder what i did wrong,
all i wanted to do was to be of some help,
because you are such an important friend to me,
because i couldn't always be there,
therefore i wanted to do something for you,
since there was this chance,
yet it backfired in this way..
i wonder what kind of approach should i use,
then would it be appropriate...
i wonder what should i do,
then would i be of help to you..
nvm, suan le,
it hurts so much simply because you are so important a friend to me..
and anyway, i'm sorry..
"A Dragon For Fire Of Leadership"


okay, sian, so basically i rested today,

didn't do anything that i listed down..
hmmmms,
but nvm,
tmr, morning date with Buin and Fibi~
to do unit A of EIS, and some of the projects...
so can go earlier to do my list of things.. =DDDDD

LSCMSS meeting clashes with Zone Meeting this coming Thursday...
i have to got for zone meeting cox i need to be there for corps matters,
then for ZPN matters, need to be there too,
but for LSCMSS, i am the ic for the games..
then it's like,
i can't go..
i want to live up to what i said in the interview..
and i want to be there for the updates about the camp,
and also the planning for the camp has to progress faster..
i wonder how many would believe me that i wanted to be there but i couldn't..
somehow i feel bad towards Aik Hao, Hou Jun, Eshlyn...
and fellow committee members..
because i missed a lot of LSCMSS stuff..
but who would know how bad and sorry i felt?
who would BELIEVE?
haix, nvm, let's see how things goes..

and then, was talking to Mr. POPO over msn just now
somehow, felt that there are a lot of things that isn't as ideal as we thought...
and, not meaning it in a bad way,
but i felt that school, SJ, OTC, has been protecting us a lot..
and circumstances that we do things in were much more ideal in comparison to reality..
but, i'm grateful that we were protected,
because at least we've ever seen the ideal and beautiful side of things.. =)
thanks so much!
to all who protected me before..
for showing me what ideals are.. =)


and leadership is not just about standing in the front, ahead of others..
there are other forms, some of which i truly admire..
Mr. POPO, you have one of that kinda leadership,
you just have to find it in you..
haha~ =)

and thanks Mr. POPO for the quote:
"your abilities are limited, but your potential is endless"

then Mr. POPO told me that i like super enthu etc,
like i have some obligation to set example etc..
that made me think..
and here is my conclusion..
when i joined OTC,
i was mentally prepared that i might fail,
because of what i heard from seniors,
that OTC is not easy to pass..
although i would've still served even if i failed,
but because i passed,
the rank being worn on me, to me,
it signifies me taking on a lifelong responsibility..
and when i say lifelong here, i mean it,
seriously =)
and that for the corps,
i grew up in there,
seen stuff, and how my corps works,
and then, i need and i want to return back to this corps itself...
and i want to bring back the gold unit award that we lost this year..
and i want to see batches and batches of sec 1s recruited in each year,
and batches and batches of sec 4s passing out each year,
and batches and batches of sec 3s going for ANCO each year,
and batches and batches of sec 2s getting naughty and rebellious each year..
and batches and batches of graduated members going to OTC,
i dun really have dreams for the corps as yet,
like becoming certain kinda structure etc,
but at least, i hope that we can bring back to the corps,
the 10 year consecutive gold unit award..
that's for short term goal at least? =)
and then,
what i hope to see in the kids is that they would do their best,
and then become people who would do their best,
not only in SJ,
but also in all aspects of their lives..
and then,
for the kids,
they don't have to be the best in every single thing,
but i hope to see them shine and give their best in every single thing..
i want them to feel that they have had a fulfilling SJ life,
with loads of things to miss,
and loads of things to remember..
and loads of friends to last a lifetime..
most importantly,
i want to, for once,
protect the kids..
or maybe as many people in my corps as possible..
i want to protect them like how i was protected,
i want to let them see/feel the ideal situation/circumstance at least for once..
well, of course, not by spoon-feeding..
cox if i wanna spoon-feed, i might as well do it myself..
i want to let them feel that they are not neglected,
and feel that they are not alone..
i may not be the one there for them,
but i hope that they can have someone there for them..
in conclusion,
i hope that GESS SJAB would become a FAMILY...
=)
as for the zone,
i love the zone as well,
wells, i understand,
of course, zone is less prioritized than corps,
for me la...
but then,
despite sometimes understanding/seeing/hearing more "adult-world" stuff in zone,
zone is still somewhere important for me,
because i find that in zone 10,
we are truly welfared,
and the way we do things,
in comparison to others,
is rather flexible and nice..
and through the zone i gained a lot,
and learned a lot..
and what i can do is simply just try my best to help out whereever i can,
in the sub-committees etc..
there's little i can do,
but it's better than not doing anything right? =)
as for myself,
i hope to become an officer,
that is not greeted because i have that diamond-shape on my shoulder,
but is greeted because i deserve to be,
and also,
i hope that i can be like those who have inspired me,
and go on to inspire people i contact with...
especially the younger ones..
and, not only in SJ,
but in my life itself..

whether i can reach all these that i have stated,
is up to my actions starting from now on..
but what i can say is that,
no matter what,
i would never ever ever let go of SJ,
i would never quit SJ,
because i stayed on,
not because of the kids,
not because of my seniors,
not because of Jie,
not because of the corps,
not because of the zone,
not because of CCA points,
not because of resume,
but because of myself..
because i want to..
no doubt, i want to serve the corps and the zone,
i want to guide the kids,
i want to help my seniors,
i am influenced by Jie,
but the core of me staying on in SJ,
is still the fire that burns in my heart..
it's not called passion, it's called commitment.. =)

the sentence that i like most from GESS school song
"A Dragon For Fire Of Leadership"
it's a drive, and an inspiration..

Anyoung~ JA~

10/24/09

我与众不同的家庭

my family is different from normal families
for those of you who don't know,
my house has a 神坛,my dad is a 乩童
many people doubt this part of taoism/buddhism,
maybe because it's rather unimaginable?
but i can guarantee that my dad's is true,
because we don't get paid at all..
if you want to ask for help,
you dun have to pay anything at all.. =)
yes, there are different kinds.. =X

growing up in a family like this,
childhood memories are special,
religion events are important too..
it's been a habit that every year, there'll be regular religion events,
and it's like, although the house will turn messy,
there'd be loads of ppl in and out,
it would get hazy because of the burning of joss stick,
but, it has become part of my life that i grew up with..
and because of these,
i had experienced loads of things that others would never get to experience,
subconsciously, both Jie and i,
we would understand stuff that kids of my dad's frens could never understand,
we somehow knew when not to bug my parents,
and we weren't really sticky kids who can't leave our parents' sides,
we somehow are more independent,
compared to other kids,
probably because we grew up admist all the religious influence?
haha..

soon, monday,
actually i'm not too sure,
but i think religion events and practices would be taken down a notch or two,
and things won't be the same anymore..
no more busy friday nights at home,
no more holding of major religion events,
i do hope that it wouldn't come to an end,
currently, i'm not exactly sure whether it will or not,
but then,
i seriously can't imagine life without all these things..
it'd be too much, too sudden..
it's rather sad,
in a way..
actually, while thinking of these things,
while typing this post,
i feel like crying..
it's weird,
but really,

no matter what,
the moment monday's 0000 hours comes,
i'm gonna 拜拜
because, it might just be the last time,
for the major event..
Twenty-Four-Seven, From Monday to Sunday

---Green Peas, SS501 =)

10/23/09

What's wrong with me again?
been thinking too much again i think?
but then again...
i've started to love school,
and like doing homework,
and enjoy being busy,
and,
there's nothing wrong,
nothing major happened,
nobody upset me,
i didn't upset anybody(i hope? =X)
yet there is an urge for eyes exercise..
something is really wrong with me..
okays, nvm,
i think maybe just cox i'm being stupid,
or maybe just that Jie is not at home and i'm alone in the room..
okays, maybe it's parents,
maybe it's mummy, the way she has been, always, treating me..
argh, i dunno,
okay.fine.whatever..
i just feel like knocking myself out right now.
JA~

10/22/09

changed my header,
to a beautiful picture with beautiful scenery and a beautiful backview of JiHoo Sunbae..
hahahaha~
he just looks so good in white~
xDDDDD
okays, i'll do work.. =D
SCHOOL!


i realised that i have started loving going to school..
hahas,
and i'm going back to school tmr~
after missing 2 days of it~
actually wanted to go today,
but then, Jie say will spread to ppl, ask me dun be selfish..
anyways,
i'm going back to school!!!!

and, i asked about the committee thingy...
wonders if i'm biting off more than i can chew?
but then again,
i wanna do more..
and then,
another thing is,
i want to be someone who keeps my promise,
so i asked first..
but i wonder if my questions are a bit difficult to answer?
wonder if my choice is right,
but then, main thing is, it's gonna be something that i want to, and will enjoy, doing...
i'm sure of that.. =)

life will be more eventful from now onwards..
though wonder if i'll get into trouble with my parents..
but then, should be okay la, i think?
hahas~

okays, shall finish up my homework,
and sleep soon..
good night~~
and minna ganbatte~
anyoung~~
JA~~~

10/21/09

SS501-Rebirth


the 1st 5 songs of my blog currently is the 5 songs in SS501's album..
quite nice, and singing wise, they improved~ ^u^
but their engrish a bit.. hahaha~
but nevertheless, enjoy~
and i'm SO GONNA get this album~~~ xDDDDDD
90:10

was sorting out files on my desktop,
and went to look through the PPT slides that William sir attached to the latest email sent to 17/09..
90-10 principle..
it's meaningful..
although there is 10% of life that we can't control,
there is 90% of it that is in our hands..
that 90%, comprises of how we react to things..
situations can start in the same way,
yet end entirely differently..
just because of our reaction..
how you react to things affect how things will become,
how you want to receive is how you have to give..
so how would you react?
=)
I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL RIGHT NOW...


couldn't breathe at 2plus am last night,
woke up, had sneezing parade,
eyes felt weird,
and i saw a swollen eye monster in the mirror..
scared, cox i dunno what happened,
massive drinking of water,
and sneezing+noseblowing continues,
couldn't sleep much till i dunno what time,
was thinking maybe it's water retention which will be alright in the morning or sth,
woke up with still swollen eyes,
told parents, got scoldings,
went to see doctor,
and it's bloody damn sore eyes,
and because of that,
i'm missing my 1st cust serv lesson,
and my 1st IS module of the sem..
=(
i want to go to school right now...
yes, right now..
=(

10/20/09

You never know till you try and try and try!

I DID IT!!!!!
i completed spider solitare within 100 moves!!!!
yay yay yay yay!!!!!!!
xDDDDDDD
okays, sians, the pic, nobody will be able to see it's completed within 99 moves..
DDDDDDD:
but i finally did it~
^u^~~~~

10/19/09

It's the Start....

of a NEW SCHOOL SEMESTER!
i guess i can say that i am happy that school started..
i wonder why..
maybe i missed my YoungBuin too much~
kekeke~ xDDDDDDDD
today was a good start~
went to school to meet YoungBuin and Phoebe Mama..
Kaze-kun Papa came along too~
and Phoebe Mama has a triangle fringe..
hehe~
(okay, i can foresee my ears being twisted till they drop once she reads this =X)
we headed to makan place for lunch after YoungBuin finished helpdesk installation for her new lappy..
YoungBuin, Phoebe Mama, Kaze-kun Papa, Yu Sheng and yours truly..
saw Hime on the way..
thanks so much for macron-chan~~~~~~!!!!!!!
xDDDDDDD
but!!! she almost didn't eat anything..
hime, dun do that, onegai~~~ ><
in the end she only bought 1 subway cookie.. =X
after that i went to have lunch..
then went to EIS class..
and i realised that my EIS lecturer is Mr Daniel Lim,
who is also LSCMSS's in-charge..
and guess what?
he's also my advisor..
0_0
okay,
it should be good news,
because i would then be a law-abiding good student..
hahaha~
okay okay, i'm serious,
i promised! =D
so i'll keep to my promise~
well,
then lessons ended at 3pm,
as first.week.there.is.no.tutorial
teehee~
then we headed off to atrium,
after some waiting,
went to west mall with YoungBuin, Derek and CiLong..
then we met up with Ammelia and Michelle-da-unlucky
(hahas, jk, but you'll know why later)
then we went to Lot 1 to have dinner at LJS..
and while waiting for the bus,
Michelle-da-unlucky opened 7-eleven capsules containing the "Lil Miss & Mr" toys..
and i think for 5 or 6 times in a row,
her toys were all the same..
she's lucky she's saved by a few diff ones,
else she "不姓梁" already..
hahaha~ xDDDDDD
then during the meal,
we were talking about weird stuff like
"your mama had natural birth or cesarean?"
haha~
it's a fun filled dinner~ =D
and then,
after dinner,
we walked around,
with Michelle half leaning on Ammelia,
resulting in Ammelia's shoulders nearly "collapsing"
=P
in the end,
decided to go "play water" outside the cinema at the rooftop,
i think it's some water-playground? =X
didn't managed to play, cox there's security ahjussi/oyaji there..
ended up trying to complete spider solitare within 100 moves with YoungBuin...
didn't succeed yet.. =X
will continue trying..
while the others talked,
then around 7.40pm,
decided to head home as CCK is quite far?
but then, escalator broke down,
so we teased Michelle
"see la, cox you suay"
hahaha~ xDDDDD
joking la~~~=P
and CiLong, Michelle and i tried to pronounce SS501 in Korean,
which is supposed to be Double-S-Oh-Gong-Il
not Double-S-@$!^@^@#, Mr Chua!
hahaha~ =P
anyways,
headed home with YoungBuin on MRT,
while the rest took bus..
had a fun day out today..
Thanks loads~
Komapta!!!
xDDDDDDDD

tmr, shall go helpdesk to solve my laptop's anti-virus software's problem,
and there's ZPN meeting tmr night,
happy over something i saw..
^u^
hope things will go well from tmr onwards..
okays,
off to pack bag and maybe try the spider solitare~~~~
xDDDDDD
JA~~~~~

10/18/09

packed room today,
changed bedsheets,
cleaned the floor,
and a certain idiot just camp home and went "你不可以帮我收进去meh?"
Zzzzzzz
!@!$#@%#$^$%&%*^%*^%
complain so much,
when i changed your bedsheets..
you ungrateful idiot!
i am dying from ah-chooing here and this is what you say to me..
hmph~

haix,
suan le,
i shall not be calculative,
because i am proud of myself for cleaning everything, plus change bedsheets of both rooms all on my own today,
when i woke up in the afternoon..
hahaha~

okay,
Iwo Jima, Iwo Jima~
JA~
school reopening tmr,
hahas,
kinda looking forward to it,
cox miss being "tied down" to a schedule..
=P

watching Letters from Iwo Jima now...
wanted to finish watching what was broadcasted on OKTO..
but then mummy give irritated body language,
daddy watching zong yi da ge da,
so suan le lor..
in the end,
managed to find online streaming..
whoo hoo~

okays,
shall go cook and eat ramen first before coming back to watch..
letting it load first~
hee~
JA~

10/17/09

16/10/2009

went to hime's place today,
was late though..
gomen.. ><
tried making macrons,
but, didn't succeed..
but, i got to show off my "skills" as the perfect boyfriend,
which is to eat up the failed batches..
hahas =P
jkjk..
but i really ate them,
and i like the nice taste..
macrons are not the only fail today,
i tried to fry eggs but failed too..
gomen, will brush up on my skills before i cook for you all again~

after that,
left for meeting at LSCMSS clubhouse,
i am part of the games committee,
hopefully the camp would be a fun one~ ^u^

hmmm,
then went to orchard to meet a LJ seller,
didn't know where is orchard Delfi,
but thanks to the help of MY sis and MM sis, and Esther,
as well as the car-opener-uncle outside marriot hotel,
managed to find..
and orchard Delfi is so damn far from orchard MRT station..
okays,
maybe not so damn far,
but i think as far as somerset MRT is to orchard MRT?
=X
anyways,
managed to get my Arashi phone strap..
now it's Arashi and NEWS on my phone~ xDDDDD

right,
and Jie went for chalet,
to stay over..
it's a good start,
next time i'd try asking to stay over at chalets,
i so wanna watch sunrise with YoungBuin~ xDD

okays,
so that's all,
JA~

10/15/09

GESS..

after going back yesterday,
and after all these things all the while,
i came to confirm that,
GESS changed..
a lot..
but is it for the better or for the worse?
what my batch of "chosen 10" faced back then,
i may not know,
but i believe,
it has escalated to a whole new height,
that particular matter..
between the two particular groups..
as i was there to witness the born of the younger of the two,
i knew how it started,
somehow or rather,
i was there when my seniors started it,
and i was there when my peers vexed over it,
and now that my juniors are facing it,
somehow,
through them,
i feel that things have become more and more complicated..
to the extend that it became a battle between the 2 groups,
and it is a war of survival?
the one that aided in the starting up of the other,
is facing a crisis, and is struggling, giving its all to survive..
my juniors,
at the age of 15,
facing such matter,
is not something easy..
and in a way,
though the presence of the younger group,
inevitably provided motivation of some sort for the older group to improve,
but,
"Synergy" was one word used in the younger group,
and i DO NOT see nor feel any synergy from it..
instead, i see that there is a push for revolution, or rebellion, in a way..
can anyone imagine what will happen to GESS if the older group disappears?
right now, even in its existence,
i see year 1 girls with minischoolskirts,
i see fully tucked out shirts EVERYWHERE,
i see foul-mouthed GESSians, speaking every form of vulgar language that they know of like their life depended on it..
i see incooperative, disgusting hypocrites who behaved well only in front of authorities, or only after they're told off..
i know, it's the same everywhere,
i know, in the eyes of my seniors, i myself, or my batch, would seem so too,
but, i really wonder if that was because of the politics between the 2 groups,
that the normal student population is so aware of,
that caused the student population to totally disregard the groups,
because to them the 2 groups doesn't seem like leaders anymore?
maybe the politics going on between the 2 just became a variety show to the rest of the school,
and everyone is just waiting to see what happens to in the end..
one teacher who started the reform of the older group ever told us before,
we, the people in this particular group,
are all like "celebs",
only difference between us and celebs is that,
for celebs, both positive and negative are made a big deal of,
but for us,
we serve the school by doing the "dirty job" of discipline,
and whatever good that we did,
it will be pass off as "part of our duties"
but on the other hand,
whatever bad that we did,
it will be magnified like a hundred times,
and a big big deal will be made out of it,
that's why all the more we have to behave,
and do everything to uphold the image of our group..
and i find that what he said makes sense..
because this kinda identity is what is lacking in the younger group..
no doubt, both groups are leaders of the school,
but the older group is the upholder of discipline in the school,
the younger group,
they lead, they're good,
but do the lead by example?
they have the influence,
but are they positive influences for the followers?
yes, you may say that i was only in the younger group for 2 years or less,
i wouldn't understand,
but, trust me,
without the older group,
GESS is nothing,
and a lot of things in GESS would disintegrate,
a lot of things would turn into a mess..
to GESS, the older is indispensible,
bu the younger group,
i don't really think i can say the same for it,
maybe it might be able to become like that in the future,
but the major flaw in it is the group's lack of discipline,
and the lack of commitment in the group..
if given a choice to the members of the group,
i think they'd easily choose their CCAs or the older group over the younger group..
that's what i think..
and yes,
no doubt the younger group,
it is still in its first 5 years..
it's still to early to judge,
but seriously,
if ever the older group is eliminated,
then i think GESS will become a place that,
seniors would prefer not to go back,
and the graduates from GESS from then on,
unfortunately, might be childish indisciplined people who needs to be told what to do before knowing how to act on it,
and the teachers would have a hell of a time to even teach..

okay,
end of my thoughts,
i do hope that GESS see the importance of the older group,
and, right now,
i think that the only thing that needs reform,
is the structure of how the older and younger group should work,
and the areas of the school they are serving in..
that's in my opinion la..
alright,
enough said,
JA~
14/10/2009

went back to GESS to help out with the first aid course today...
woke up late because of sleeping at 3++am yesterday..
in the end, cheonged cab,
so i'm rather much quite broke now..
must endure through till end of October..
Hwaiting!

today,
realised that,
there are a lot of things that i haven't been able to do for the kids,
there are a lot of things that i couldn't do for the kids,
there are a lot of things that i didn't know about the kids,
there are a lot of things that i don't understand about the kids..
kinda makes me sad,
because what have i been doing up until now?
and it's even more saddening,
to see them feeling miserable,
yet there's nothing i can do,
there was nothing that i could do to make them feel better..
nothing, seriously..
i do hope that,
from now onwards,
maybe i can understand them a bit more,
and maybe there's more that i can do for them..
i hope that i can do more for them..
give me the chance, alright?
=)

and,
went to download MSN plus..
i think i'm probably the only person who doesn't have it?
hahaha~
and my MSN doesn't look like MSN anymore..
LOLS..
but anyways, it's kinda fun~ ^u^

and, quadraplets are funny,
on Korean Variety shows~
LOLS~
couldn't stop laughing..

oh,
and Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabil syukri~~~
hahas~
the dance moves,
can consider....
i think it'd be fun to dance to them~
hee hee~ xD

okays,
i gotta go sleep..
it's 1plus am now..
I <3333 Double-S-Five-Oh-One!
SS501 Banzai~~~
JA

10/14/09

I, committed a crime..
sorry about it,
sorry for being insensitive..
sorry..

10/13/09

Went to L02 chalet yesterday...
sadly, didn't get to stay..
took bus no. 5 from interchange to Tiong..
the longest bus-ride i ever had, i think?
was "seh" when i alighted..
reached home at 00++..
but really enjoyed myself..
the whole holidays, didn't managed to meetup with L02,
sorry about that.. ><

reached there at around 6pm?
kinda got lost..
hahas,
i'm a big fat noob who doesn't have a good sense of direction =X
in the end Sze Yee came out to fetch me..
thanks.. hee ^u^
had some problems with starting up fire..
in the end,
Derek, Ying Jie, Ammelia, Michelle, Shi Yi worked the hardest to get things cooked..
sorry that i didn't contribute yet at so much.. ><
and we had a water bomb event with Shi Yi..
it was supposed to be we throw water bombs at her..
but after the 1st round that we threw at her,
it ended up as Shi Yi attacking everyone..
haha~
and Sze Yee and i managed to help Shi Yi get revenge on Ammelia..
cox Ammelia didn't wanna come down from the stairs..
haha =P

managed to ride bicycle also..
really enjoyed loads..
riding bicycle makes me happy!! ^u^
*but it also makes my leg black.. haha =P*

Thanks loads to everyone who was there yesterday,
enjoyed myself loads~ xD
see ya when school reopens! =D

and "Special Thanks to" Young Buin~ xD
for pei-ing me yesterday,
and for walking me out..
you don't fall sick ar, Buin~ xD
and High-five~~~
hahaha~ =P

oh,
and because it was at Pasir Ris,
brought back a lot of memories of 17/09 too..
the MRT station that C-squared was supposed to meet up, but in the end only Denise and i were there..
Pasir Ris park, by the beach, where we watch sunrise together while reciting the Officers' creed
(that was my first sunrise btw~ ^u^)
Pasir Ris park, the place where we ran over for water, and the place where we sat in 1 line to write our reflection,
Loyang Point, the multiple times we ran/jogged/walked 2.4km together,
just passing by these places brings back memories..
i'm missing OTC right now...
hahas.. =)

alright,
that's all then..
gonna meet sec 3s soon..
JA~

10/11/09

Dan Dan is singing along to "Stand by me" by SHINee and "Making a Lover" by SS501..
maybe he is intoxicated with BOF or Kpop like me?
x3
and for all you know, Tan ah Swee, you might have a fellow SHINee fanboy,
cox he knows more of Stand by me than Making a Lover..
LOLs...
anyways,
i cleared 1 important thing,
am happy about it..
but i have yet to clear a lot of other stuff
haix..
LOLs..

and tmr is class chalet!
going for tmr only though,
not staying over..
sorry.. ><
nevertheless,
am really looking forward to it~ xD

okays,
off i go,
JA~

10/10/09

i'll believe in anything that people around me says,
unless there's something weird about what you said..
because trust is an important factor in human-human relationship,
be it family, friends, fellows, seniors, juniors etc etc etc..
therefore, conclusion is,
i trust you people. =)
crucial crucial crucial

10/9/09

7plus hours alone was all it took...





tadah!
finished zone notice board today..
regretted not drawing the jigsaws beforehand..
and,
7.5 hours+1 person=1 completed notice board+cramps+painted hands+hunger

wanted to come home and eat what mummy bought
but she threw away cox the oysters turned bad..
haven't eaten anything since 2pm till now...
(okays, i ate sweet, so ai xuan, i wasn't lying =X)
shall cook maggi later?
hahas~

and i hope to get comments on the noticeboard,
and maybe redo everything if it isn't acceptable..
and doing up the notice board made me happy,
because was vexed over GESS SJ stuff..
and the 7plus hours there was worthwhile..

10/6/09

Boys Over Flowers











































I finally finished watching~
took me a few days..
even Jie say i slow sia =X
now that i've finished it,
feels a bit 舍不得
it's a really nice drama,
although it's unrealistic and stuff..
hahas..
haven't cried so much over a drama,
since 1 litre of tears i think?
hmmm, started crying a lot since episode 22 of BOF i think?
hahas.. =P

and i feel damn sad for Ji Hoo~~~
haix...
but it's still a nice ending~
but, it's still very sad for Ji Hoo
LOLs, i am contradicting myself..
but anyways, if Ji Hoo gets Jan Di,
it'll make it seem like he had a motive for being so close to her..
so it's good that things turn out the way they did..
LOLS,
i am intoxicated, like what Tan ah Swee said..
hahahah~ xD
i love Kim Hyun Joong~
which includes Ji Hoo too~ xD
he's so charismatic~






























































okays, so sorry,
that's wayyyyyyy too much pictures.. ><
but he's just really charismatic as Yoon Ji Hoo,
and as Kim Hyun Joong,
he's just so cute, cheeky, funny, cool, sweet, idiotic...
erm, a lot la,
try going to Youtube and type "SS501" and you'd know what i mean..
hahahahahhahah! xD

ahhhh,
i feeel like getting the DVDs and OSTs of BOF so much now...
okay, i shall save up loads~
then buy all at once~ xD
and i heard that there's season 2 for BOF..
hope all the casts remains..
and hope they will have a safer and less tiring filming process this time..
for the record, the filming for this season was scary..
along the way, accidents, injuries, even suicide
(alhtough probably not cox of BOF)
hope if they come back it'd be a smoother process..
heee =D

okays,
i'll be off for dinner~ ^u^
JA~