because i am a failure now, it's gonna be more incredible when i succeed.. i'm gonna work hard from now on and prove him wrong..

the him here, is my dad..
who made me feel utterly defeated when he conveniently elaborates about how he views me as a failure...
but then,
really glad that kamenashijin was there to talk sense into me..
just right at the moment when i felt defeated..
it's reality i know..
but it hurts to hear that..
and it hurts even more to hear that from your own dad??
i dunno..
but my new target will be to prove him wrong..
shall work hard and aim for the cert of merit..
=D
ganbatte kudasai!!!