Training



i guess there'd be many many complaints flying around by now,
from the NCOs and the cadets..
last time,
when i was still a NCO,
before i scold, i'd hesitate,
and ended up nagging, which is the worse kind of thing to do.
while bathing just now, i thought to myself,
i wondered whether i did the right thing by saying all that,
i wondered whether i did the right thing by scolding you all,
i wondered whether i did the right thing by punishing you all,
i wondered whether i did the right thing by expecting solid bangs, no mistake, endurance, being able to show the same standard from start to end..
then i asked myself, "what kind of future do i want for GESS SJAB?",
and then all the things i wondered, the answer became "yes"

to be frank, i am not someone who likes scolding people..
or even punishing..
because it's a physically tiring thing,
and it's not a pleasant thing to do..
i am a 和平主义者
so it's not something i like to do..

i shall be firm and strict,
not mean and ferocious..
but then again, whatever you think of me,
i have no control over that..
and i don't mind if you can dislike what i do,
as long as you do your best..
and as long as you realise at the end of it..

how many will read this, i dunno..
but if you ever do,
answer this question:
"what kind of future do you want for GESS SJAB?"