Today is weird..
wells,
let's begin with the happier side of things..

had popsicle today!
Orange flavour!
*Cherie, i'm NOT into your Maruyama, shinpai nai~ =P*

miss eating popsicles..
reminds me of my childhood times,
while the adults are playing mahjong at big uncle's house,
my cousins, Jie and i would go downstairs,
then MY(name initials) sis will treat us to popsicles..
then we were always told to finish it before going back up..
if not later make a mess kena scolding..
haha.. =P
then sometimes we'll play at the playground first before going up..

hmmm...
come to think of it,
my childhood is a simple yet happy one?
haha.. =P

okays, now for the unhappy side of today..
sian.. =_=
Dan kena bully in school..
by 3 people somemore..
and today,
bloody hell,
one of them tore his homeowork list,
and also his maths workbook..
and all the teacher did was told me to write a report,
and then even complained to me that dan is also distracting blah blah blah...

YES, I KNOW HE'S IRRITATING.
BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT HERE!
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU ARE HIM AND YOUR BOOK GOT TORN?

okays,breathes~
i dunno is it cox the teacher is irritated by dan then has prejudice against him or something..
but like,
even if my brother is the kind that look for trouble,
it doesn't mean that he deserves to be treated like this, right?

haix..
wells,
i'm so gonna come up with a UPER DETAILED REPORT.
and so gonna make sure the teacher arranges for parents to meet..
and i'm so gonna make sure things get settled PROPERLY..

okays,
breathes..
well,
today's really a weird day..
JA~

*PiJinMinRyoKameKokiNinoTomaMassuYuichi XD*

I dehydrated from 11.00am to 2.11pm today..
LOL..
okays,
start from morning..
woke up at 5am,
bathe and stuff
then waited till 6am for mummy to wake up,
just so that she can sign my OTC form..
haha.. =P
then cheong cab to school..
cox i wanted to pass cadets their breakfast..
biscuits..
haha.. =P
then after that a lot of stuff happened..
as usual,
i'm the bad guy..
LOL..
but, sec 2s, rmb what i said ar~
don't look like you haven't wake up fully..
wells wells,
then as usual Total Defence Day in school..

and then after that went to Tiong to meet Hui Ying for breakfast..
ate KFC platter..
not really say very nice
so-so nia..
then like after that went FairPrice jalan..
cox still early..
then took MRT to Raffles place..
reached at 10am..
then sat at the curb/seat blah blah thing..
wells,
bad at description as usual..
LOL..
wait there, read newspapers and stuff..
and as more and more people come to the event venue to get freebies,
it gets Uper crowded..
and it gets stuffy,
and the Sun gets scorching..
and i baked myself and dehydrated for 3 hours..
haha.. =P

then went back to Tiong via MRT..
went to buy kinder bueno for Baka#1..
who was asking me for ''lunch'' via sms..
haha.. =P
then went to meet Cheryl at mac..
Siew Huai, Oenry, Yong Qing were there...
Sophia and Jun Rong, were eating there too...
haha.. =P.
then went to buy bubble tea with Siew Huai and Hui Ying...
then Cheryl they all finish eating came over,
and we walked back to school..
and a small boy opened side gate for us..
thanks loads, kid!
haha.. =P

then went to change from my jeans to shorts..
so happy to be rid of my jeans..
jeans are thick and stuffy..
haha.. =P
then went around,
slacked for quite a while,
and around 4pm,
went into the room sec 2s were in..
and really lost control for a moment when sec 2s were putting the chairs and tables back..
cox they were conveniently dragging the tables, chairs and their boots..
and i shouted a kinda really loud ''Samura''(okays, that's how i pronounce it.. ><)
but after that calmed down..
talked to them about their BNCO test's results..
and a bit of stuff i observed about them in the morning..
then after that went around..
then went to NA2's FAC training..
they were practicing FD format..
then after that, like, Jacelyn a bit not sure of the command ''tune''
so like wanted to help them by saying the command,
they do the action,
so that they can try out the format..
then Sir Lee came and they freaked out..
haha.. =P
then paused there for a bit,
after that went to discuss Home Nursing instead..
but then,
in the end,
became a FAC analysis thingy,
like told them a bit about Serene of Hai Sing..
and also discuss a bit about FA stuff..
LOL..

then Siew Huai called me to go room to pass her my OTC form..
went SJ room..
then like they were packing the SJ room..
then they were talking about some stuff..
and Sir Lee signed my form..
and found Mdm Lai Peng's Uniform..
and then took out all the accessories..
and Jia Hong told Wan Teng to bring the acessories home,
so that she can use for her Uniform...
then Hui Ying came to the SJ room..
told me that NA2 is changing into PT kit for PT..
and i went out..
and Cheryl wanted to help me pin my hair..
cox she's going off soon..
then after she pinned,
somehow her ''about-to-burst-out-laughing'' face gave me a feeling that i look really weird..
so i took out the pins..
sorry Cheryl! ><
your expression really gave me no confidence..
haha.. =P

wells,
then did PT with NA2..

They did:
20 push-ups
20 crunches
20 jumping jacks
10 scissors jumps
2 rounds around arena

I did:
30 push-ups
30 crunches
30 jumping jacks
10 scissors jumps

did a little bit more...
cox i was the one who wanted PT ma~
and i am preparing myself for OTC..
haha.. =P
but i skipped running..
partly cox of my shoes,
partly cox i'm lazy..
haha.. XP
but it feels great to be exercising after slacking so much..
=D

then asked Ryan teach Jacelyn commanding..
Edward and Benjamin helped a bit too..
then after that,
weirdly,
we started going home..
haha.. =P

so i walked out with Hui Ying..
then she walk towards Henderson
i cut across the field..
went Tiong to take IC photo for OTC..
it's like,
ZOMG!!!!
damn pai seh la~
><
cox i wore my SJ Uniform top,
plus black shorts,
plus pinned up fringe...
like,
WTH..
><
quickly took and quickly went to change..
LOL..
then went to buy some food while waiting for the IC photos to develop...
and..
my conclusion is,
ALL of my IC photos looks SUPER DUPER UPER,
W-E-I-R-D..
=_=
sians..
hais,
oh wells,
the most let the officers laugh at my IC photo only..
haha.. =P

hmmm..
gonna go translate RESCUE epi 3!!
argh!!
Cherie says RESCUE is UPER nice..
but i haven't even complete watching epi 1..
=(
okays okays..
JA~

*PiJinMinRyoKameKokiNinoTomaMassuYuichi XD*

I LOVE MY BLOG SONG...
T-O-T-A-L-L-Y
LOL..
okays,
the song's ONE DROP by KAT-TUN..
it's like,
a damn addictive song...
to me at least..
i've been listening to it ever since i DL-ed it...
everyday i listen to it at least 5 times i guess??
okays, i'm siao..
so sorry..
haha.. =P
but it's really nice lor..
okays,
i find it really nice sounds better..
haha.. =P
now,
someone say bye bye,
leads me to think of ONE DROP..
cox the chorus goes:
bye bye (lazy to type the jap words =P)

haha.. =P
okays,
i'm lame..
LOL..
runs off to watch RESCUE!!
NAKAMARU YUICHI MAKES RESCUE A JOY TO WATCH COX HE'S SIMPLY TOO FUNNY!! XD
JA~

*PiJinMinRyoKameKokiNinoToma XD*

went out with Tomodachi!!
okays, i meetup with LJ people first to get stuff
and i got sick of MRT..
i think i'm gonna stay away from it for a while..
here's my route today:
Tiong Bahru-->Raffles Place-->Somerset-->Raffles Place-->Jurong East-->Choa Chu Kang-->Jurong East-->Raffles Place-->Somerset...
cox meet a few LJ people..
1st one at Somerset
2nd one at CCK
3rd one at Somerset
so gotta go to and fro..
><

wells wells,
anyways, we went to Shaw centre to see if Bibi and Baba has uniform for Shobana..
then went to wheelock place to jalan jalan...
then last place was borders,
and i went home earlier
cox dinner at home..
sorry ar..
><
meet you all late and i still went back earlier..
really happy that we get to go out together!
looks forward to saturday!
hopefully we can meet up!
XD

ah,
and after watching Kami no Shizuku episode 2,
realised that Kame was using an iphone in the drama!!
ah~
i wants an iphone too~
Shobana suggested that i demand 1 from Pi..
haha.. =P
but Pi ''is angry'' cox i'm very KAT-TUN fan nowadays..
=P
for example,
the ringtones of my phone:
call-->One Drop by KAT-TUN
sms-->Kizuna piano version by Kame
alarm-->Six senses by KAT-TUN...

NEWS-less
haha.. =P
gomen gomen, Pi..
but NEWS is rather quiet recently,
after ending their concert on the day of Os results
haha.. =P

hmmm..
is thinking about changing my blog song
to a noisy, but addictive to me song:
ONE DROP!!!
XD
runs off to imeem.com..
haha.. =P
JA~

*PiJinMinRyoKameKokiNinoToma XD*

TOMODACHI BANZAI!!!
lol.. =P
that's what went through my mind after i completed the whole Yukan Club series..
almost cried when they were crying..
haha.. =P
finally, i completed the series~
okays okays..
runs off to watch Kami no Shizuku..
XD
JA~

*PiJinMinRyoKameNinoToma XD*

okays..
is currently about to finish up Yukan Club..
It's so nice to watch! haha.. =P

and i find myself downloading Kinki Kids and Tackey & Tsubasa songs...
LOL..
cox watch johnny's countdown,
and since i had the time,
downloaded those ''famous songs'' of theirs and try to listen..

hmmm...
and something i realised about myself after going through LJ sales posts for so many time...
i realised that,
the only thing that is stopping me from buying any Yamapi's recent official photos,
is HIS HAIR!
~_~
i'm so sorry, Pi,
i simply don't like his curly hair! ><
it's either the curly hair is TOO UGLY,
or his previous hair is TOO NICE..
LOL.. =P
okays,
anyways,
because of his hair,
i might be told ''good job'' by Hime-sama..
for saving up just cox i can't bring myself to buy Yamapi's recent official photos..
haha.. =P
wells,
i guess my video's finished loading..
BACK TO YUKAN CLUB!!!
haha.. =P
JA~

*PiJinMinRyoKameNinoToma XD*

hmmm..
today's topic is,
''can't help it''
LOL.. =P
i'm coming up with topics for my posts..
anyways,
here goes..

hmmm...
today,
somehow,
maybe because i'm almost finished reading 1 Litre of Tears,
realised that there are a lot of things in life that is ''can't help it'' one...
like how Kito Aya(that's the real girl's full name),
she was a happy kid,
she was completing her Junior High School,
she was aiming to get into the best Senior High School in her town..
she was normal,
she was carefree,
she was just like anyone of us...
and then,
out of a sudden,
she gets Spinocerebellar Degeneration Disease..
and she has to give up on a lot of things..
walking, being in a normal school, talking, having her own private time, expressing herself...
but she can't do anything..
she ''can't help it''

and then,
come to think of it,
in life,
even for normal people like us,
there are a lot of things that ''can't be helped''
for example,
graduating from secondary school...
no matter how much we miss those times,
no matter how much we can't let go,
no matter how much we wanna continue staying there,
no matter what,
when we have to go,
when we have to leave,
we have to...
we just have to..

another example,
just like for friendship,
sometimes,
no matter how sudden it comes,
no matter how much we regret our actions,
no matter how we hope things can just go back to normal,
sometimes,
it just can't...
maybe friendship is like a love relationship..
the deeper you've loved,
the more painful it'll be when it's over...
i guess,
maybe it's exactly because of how close you've been,
right now, you end up being just as far apart...
sometimes, it can't be helped??
maybe it's just because,
已经缘尽于此了...

有时候，期望越高，到最后，失望就相对的越大

虽然很痛，可是除了学习忍受和忘记，有时候真的没有其他可以做的事了...
if you get what i mean~
haha.. =P
wells, regarding this,
it's not a personal experience..
it's more of my point of view to _________..
i'm not gonna reveal that person..
and you'll never guess who that is..
haha.. =P

wells wells,
with family,
there are also times when things canit be helped...
my maternal grandma's death in 2007 woke me up...
and now, everytime i hear from my paternal grandma that she has an appointment/checkup/treatment/operation,
i simply get really, lost??
and down i guess..
i know things can't be helped,
i know i can't control if the time really comes..
i know and i understand..
but,
i understand myself rather well..
and i know clearly that i am weak psychologically...
or using a more appropriate term,
i'm a very emotional kinda person..
i am fearing and dreading the day that anything happens to any of my family members..
especially both of my paternal grandparents,
who are my only pair of grandparents left...
and ah ma is getting complications and stuff...
she's like on dozens of medication daily...
and a slight knock leaves a huge brownish-red patch of bruising on her skin..
and everytime i see her,
she's got a patch of bruise on a new area of her limbs...
like almost right after healing the old bruise...
but when i see her like that,
yet i can't do anything to help,
i feel really horrible..
i feel that i'm really the worst person on earth..
the worst kinda granddaughter that you can get..
我不想屈服于人生中的无可奈何，

可是我又能怎样？

生，老，病，死

人生必经之路，

但我就是那种白痴，优柔寡断，对事情总是耿耿于怀，死都放不下的大笨蛋...

okays, i'm sounding all EMO here..
haha.. =P
gomen gomen.. ><
hmmm..
wells,
i think from all of the ''can't help it'' that i realised today,
i view life in a different light...
life is so fragile,
like a thin layer of ice...
but at the same time,
life is also strong..
because of the many ''layers of ice'' binding together...
i'm thankful for the people around me..
for everything up until now..
and also just for being there..
from now on too,
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu~
haha.. =P

sorry if i'm really emo and all...
just that i thought i wanna record my realise-s...
just wants to remember what went through my mind,
at this point in time..
kinda a heavy topic+boring to read huh..
haha.. =P
wells, that's all of my thoughts for today..
JA~