yesterday's induction was ok,
i think my class will be an alright one..
haha.. =P

haix..
i dunno..
i think i'm grumpy, petty, whatever...
but seriously,
some very important people in my life, is seriously making me feel like shit...
...
first,
yesterday i was damn tired,
i went to sleep after bathing,
then after a short while of lying down on my bed,
he said ''what the hell are you doing?'' in a loud voice...
fine,
kept the clothes,
then went back to sleep...
then a while later,
he came around and said, ''what's wrong?'' in a ready-to-scold tone,
i said ''sleeping''
he said ''sleep without bathing?'' in the same damn tone
when like, obviously i've bathed?
do you even pay any attention to me?
then today,
what i did was unintentional,
but you all just say stuff like, ''you obviously know...''
wth
if it was intentional, i'm capable of more than this...
then,
when he know that i'm starting school, obviously whatever money i have with me won't be enough,
and then he go around asking ''you got enough money not?''
like...
if i have enough no need to give la?
then another thing is,
how the hell i know whether i got enough not?
wth...
and,
the worst thing would probably be,
i'm starting school,
the only thing they care about is that i won't be home to do housework and teach my brother because school is starting...
i dunno la,
this made me feel like i'm not their kid...
okay,
fine, i'm a bitch, i'm a psychologically imbalanced middle child, i'm an attention-seeker, i'm a whiner,
i demand attention,
whatever..

moving on to another topic,
tomorrow is GESS combined UG change-of-command ceremony...
but then not sure if adult members and officers are allowed..
mao mao~
the most go GESS and wait till the ceremony is over ba~

wells,
that's all,
JA~