being with my bro at home today,
made me realised how much i have missed out in his life...
how lousy am i?
very...

sorry,
i'm not emoing..
if you think i am..
hahas~
i'm fine..
but,
fact remains that,
i'm just someone,
who likes to reflect a lot..
the emo part was last night..
but that was part of reflection..
because that was out of guilt...

i wonder,
have i been an energy provider,
or was i always the energy sucker..
i think,
i am the latter..
and i failed,
to reach my goal
of becoming the sunshine of people around me..
failed terribly..

as of now,
i declare that,
yours truly,
Poh Ting Xin
shall push myself to be like sunshine~
=)

JA~