6/4/09

Went for FAC meeting today..
went early and saw Jie and Willie there..
(Willie=Jie's senior+friend in SJ)
then went to help Jie buy drink~
the vending machine probably has a valve problem or sth,
cox i tried putting coins in about 10+ 20 times, and it doesn't work~
haha.. =p
so ended up treat the poor overworked woman a can of Green Tea instead~
haha...

helped them out with packing some stuff,
in exchange of enjoying air-con..
hahaha~
thanks loads! =)

then went for the meeting,
ended quite early..
then went to look for Jie..
she wait for my meeting to end~
hee hee~
thanks! =)

then she went to make fun of Zhen Shun using my phone,
cox he happened to call and i asked Jie to answer for me~
LOL~
meanie~
hahahaha XD

after that went to check some stuff for ANCO..
then went to mac..
ate dinner,
then we went home..

Thanks Willie and Jie for talking~
and listening to my talking~
and i realised that somehow, it runs in the family~
hahaha.. =P
but okay la,
i not really doing a lot for SJ..
and i not really a very good senior to my juniors...

my aim from now onwards,
is to become a sunshine-y person who can influence ppl to feel great about themselves, and believe in themselves.. =)
yeah!


reading Chee Meng's blog,
there's a line in JJ-Lin's 爱与希望 that really makes sense..
--爱让我们不放弃活着--
maybe it might sound like sweet nothings etc,
or it doesn't even sound realistic,
but love is something that is really powerful..
Love is something that would normally be kept within..
it wouldn't be said out loud often..
just like the love from our parents..
they nag, they scold, they punish, the blame, they reprimand..
but they love, and they love deeply inside, without saying out loud..
maybe i am a paranoid person..
i kinda really believe that,
when you love someone, truly and unconditionally,
you would normally not say it out..
and i think that, saying it out frequently,
actually dilutes the power and depth of the love..
because it becomes just words coming out of your mouth..
haha. =P
i wanna become a silent lover to my family and friends..
so that the feelings would never change, the emotions would never become diluted.. =)
everyone, aishiteru~ haha.. =P

eito,
yeah,
kinda feel that we are drifting apart ne..
hmmm
really hope that this saturday,
we can catch up with one another
i miss you ppl...
but i wonder if you ppl do..
but nevertheless, on my part i'm still the same..
i still love you ppl as my bestest tomodachis..
even if one day you ppl forgot me,
even if i am no longer a tomodachi to you,
even if we are no longer as close,
i will still love you all as my tomodachis as how i used to,
even though i didnt say doesnt mean i dont care,
rmb i said this before?
it remains the same..
yup..
and,
jiayou loads for everything coming up..
i am supporting you, even if not physically..
=)

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