CHAMPIONS


today was FAC. we didn't win, rather expectedly.
there were loads of tears after the comp.
not only from GESS, from other corps as well.
and this is the very first time i cried after a FAC.

the past few months of training hasn't been smooth at all,
with them having to train on their own,
our delay in starting off trainings,
the thing about choosing teams,
the thing about which categories which team should go to,
having sec 4s to be trainers for sec 3s,
along the way, many many things happen
hospitalisation for amanda,
the kids falling sick here and there,
eugene having his back and spine problem,
jacelyn having some personal problems,
everyone having some problem or another,
it's tough. and it's no mean feat that everyone stick through the end.
it wasn't tough on you all,
especially when i was down there scolding and expecting alot alot from you all..
i'm really proud of you people. really.
there's alot i wanna say.
there's alot of emotions within me right now,
but i think that the most dominant emotion is the surge of pride i have in you.
no matter the result, that trophy that you bring home,
they are the testimony of your blood, sweat, tears and every single thing you've given just for this single day, 06/06/2010.
this day will remain in my heart forever,
as the day when, after so many obstacles that are much more difficult to overcome compared to other years,
you all achieved something, something that reduced yourselves and me to tears.
dun blame yourself for anything.
cry it all out, and let it go..
just cause there was a mistake by you, doesn't mean you are unforgivable,
if you really wanna make up for your mistake,
then come back to GESS SJAB family.
contribute to the corps, and also train the upcoming competitors for FAC.
bring the corps to an even higher level that it is at right now.
you know how difficult it has been to be without trianers,
so come back and make things easier.
and sec 3s, do better for next year.
let the spirit of the dragon of fire burn on.

to the other corps,
well done too,
though i see no point in rubbing salt on other people's wound,
which some people apparently did.
it's not us having no sportsmanship.
it's just that some people are simply so show-off.
big deal if you win, when you dun even have character.

to xiaohaizi,
not only your corps is proud of you,
i believe all the other corps, especially the AC competitors,
everyone is proud of you,
simply because, you gave them a run for their money.
you really put up a good fight.
it's really heart-wrenching to see you and BengKuan crying...
it's like, seriously scary in a way..
maybe because your corps have a very strong image of being impartial and serious and cool and, yeah, i guess you probably know what's the norm,
and to see you all cry, it's like seeing a kid who endured alot alot alot of things,
and at the end of the enduring, crying out loud..
do take some time for yourselves.
but really, you did your best, and i believe the tears that rolled down your cheeks are not those of regret.
cheer up!!!
and congrats on getting BEST LEADER!
ANCO kao ni le! haha~ =P

and to mother hen RT~
your team is great man!
winning the overall champs in Homenursing.
there's hope for everyone out there!
hehe.
rest well and dun overwork yourself with schoolwork.
seems like you will stress about your homework..

you two mother hens are simply too cute!!!!!!!! hehehehhe xD

days left to ANCO. it's time to cheong. but i think i ran outta fuel.
damn it.
it's okay, maybe i can burn the car body itself. LOL
okay.
that's all for today.
my legs are aching.
i hate heels.
i REALLY hate heels.
LOL~

JA~