the same decision as 2007


back in 2007, towards someone,
maybe i didn't realise back then,
but i had the same kinda feelings for that someone as what i have to you now.
maybe cox i have a change in mindset,
and maybe cox of your character,
the feeling this time was different.
nevertheless,
i thought through and came to a conclusion,
this time round, my decision will be the same as the one 3 years ago,
i will never let you know about these feelings,
because we can't be friends if i told you,
just like with JAKH, the only person i ever confessed to.
i'd rather keep the friendship because i know that you will simply NEVER like me,
given your character and what i know about you.
this is the best way out, let things rest,
let myself stop before i like you more.
you're a person i hold dear to because you're a really good friend,
and thus you shall never know about this.
and then when i see you around,
or when i work together with you again,
i can face you and play, joke etc with you,
like how i can face another person i once liked 3 years ago.
so end of story, you will stay ignorant,
and we will continue being friends,
i will continue bullying you.
and listen to your attempts at wooing girls, how you cried over them,
and all the stuff that you always say that i sometimes dun understand.
hahas~
it feels like i dropped a stone on the floor.
and dun worry it hasn't escalate to the point that it will start hurting yet.
but you'll never see this, will you?
hehe, even if you see, i will deny that it's you!
friendship banzai~~ =D
-the end-