Had a busy and fun day today..
and Wei Ting mdm makes ppl speechless.. literally =X
hahas.. =P

hmmm,
on the way home,
Jie asked me some stuff,
which i thot was kinda weird..
well,
for a certain part of it,
when i did what i think i should, and could,
and when there's no return, not even a mention,
if i said that it's alright,
i'm lying through my teeth
actually, i think it does kinda hurt a little,
like an ant's bite,
but,
i think it's alright,
cox there's nothing i can do if others don't appreciate it,
okays,
don't appreciate me to be exact..
maybe to them i'm just not worth it,
or maybe they didn't think it's necessary,
or something along that line la..
nevertheless,
as long as i had fun,
when i was doing what i did
then it's okay..
cox at least i enjoyed.. =)

and then another part of our conversation,
hmmms, i think,
as long as i don't actually feel that way in real life,
and i don't actually think or treat that person in that particular way,
what that person misunderstands,
or what that person thinks,
doesn't really matter..
as long as nobody gets hurt,
and our friendship doesn't get affected,
it doesn't really matter right?
that's what i think la..
and then again,
in actual fact i don't feel that way,
so whatever they wanna think, i can't control,
and i'm okay with it, cox it's not true..
hahas =)

and and,
one last part of our conversation,
hmmms,
when i do things,
i shouldn't be expecting a lot in return,
i shouldn't be expecting the same amount as i gave in return..
cox life's unfair,
and the way ppl judge things are different too,
so,
when i myself think that i must give a lot for something or somebody,
others would think that a little is enough,
while some others would think that even more is necessary..
so, it varies,
from people to people =)

life is not a true or false question,
nor is it a maths question,
life is more like an essay,
whereby there isn't an absolutely correct answer,
=)

hmmms,
and good news!
i've got everything set,
and all i have to do now is go about doing the stuff,
and saturday i shall become "santa-san" =)
okays,
that's all for today..
JA~