1st july 2010


twinnie, dear dear and rii came over to ngee ann today!
had dinner together. did stuff with dear dear in the afternoon.
hehe. had fun today!!!!!
and twinnie is gonna tell dear dear and i loads of things.
his long long long long long story.
dun break your promise alright? =D

had a rather long talk with twinnie over the phone,
talking about random stuff..
told him stuff from 3 years ago.
his reaction was just like everyone else's.
HAHAHA
but then, 3yearsago is a nice person alright! =)


today i got to know that my assumptions were rather off...
when dear dear and i talked about this matter,
i realised our assumptions are wrong...
or rather, it may be wrong..
but then again,
you are just so cute as someone who's liking someone.
the way you behave made me realised that in terms of r/s,
you haven't grown up...
living in the fairytale concept.
haha~
but that's the part of you that i like as well.
to like someone, i think you might just have to embrace their flaws,
their imperfections.
cox that's who they really are.
trying to change them is not liking them for who they are.
it's okay.
there's a test coming right up.
i have already convinced myself,
if i pass this test that i set for myself.
i will let you know, be it immediately after the test,
or sometime later.
i will let you know with the mindset that i expect you not to feel the same way.
cox i know you wun feel the same way,
no matter how dear dear convinced me that you might or would.
haha, call it low self-esteem or no confidence,
i just feel that you wun.