2nd July 2010
at least we feel that we've ever been there.


LCSMSS.
went to AGM today. was really surprised that they mentioned about LSCMSS.
and was touched that we actually get a video montage for the past academic year.
and was really thankful towards Sihao, Andrew, Joanne and Joanna for the gift.
everything just makes me feel like at least we've ever been there.
and it made me remember, out of a sudden,
of the post log camp period,
when we started to meet up, and plan,
plan about all the events and activities we wanted to hold for the school,
the sports league,
the pool competition,
the prawning,
the log camp,
the workshop,
the industrial visit...
all of it, that we were starting to organise,
then it came to a screeching halt, because of the possibility of merger..
then came everything piling on top of one another.
and suddenly, we just ended, just like that.
when i thought that we became more bonded,
when i thought that we could become more involved with the society,
and make it a better one.
it ended at our batch. it feels kinda sad.
but understanding alot of things after talking to sihao and andrew,
i know that we couldn't help it. because of all the reasons behind.
those reasons, made good sense of the situation.
i am not resentful, neither am i angry, or blaming,
but i find it's such a shame that everything just ended like that.
if we didn't end, there could've been more.
i would've been more tired,
with more things to do,
but then i guess i would have been more than happy to undergo all that.
but nevertheless, maybe this is fate.
but let's not end here, the bond from the log camp.
it won't be camp over bond over.
and i would like to say i'm sorry, for i have been someone useless in this society.
cox i didn't treat it as seriously as what i could've treated it.
i'm really sorry. there could've been more that i could do,
but i didn't.
and thank you for everything you've taught me.
it will be an experience, that i would never forget,
and you ppl will be the ppl i would never forget.
Jacintha, Andy, Aik Hao, Hou Jun, Eshlyn, Ferly, Si Hao, Yu Sheng, Derek, Joanna, Joanne, Andrew, Wei Jie, Yu Chuan, Jeremy.
LSCMSS.
as what sihao said,
LSCMSS will now serve it's due purpose,
the purpose that it originally begin with.
=)


3rd July 2010
was supposed to be at HQ by 7plus,
so that i can see dear dear before her FDI.
but i overslept. =X
sorry dear dear...
went down at noontime instead.
had PDA with dear dear,
holding hands, hugging etc.
everyone was so jealous.
hahaha~
frankly speaking, i haven't held someone's hands in a long time,
so dear dear, i am not hua xin de!! =D
hehe
then went to tiong,
bought some materials.
hehehehehehehe.
all shall be reveal when the time is right!
then met twinnie at tiong,
and went to the army museum~~~
twinnie can consider being a tour guide for the army museum!
haha~
he shocked some uncle when he demo how to do the sedia of the M16 (i think?)
the uncle's expression was HAHA~ =X
then went around, i think we spent about 2 to 3 hours in the museum?
or maybe longer...
it's really interesting, and i think i might be tempted to join army.
LOL~ i'm kiddddddddinnngggggggg
army's too tough, i'm not fit enough =X
and then, twinnie's photo-taking skills is cui cui~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHA
=P
then we headed back to HQ to look for everyone.
sorry twinnie, didn'd find out the shop that sells drill cane properly,
in the end didn't get drill cane
will find out and let you know asap~~~
then we went to marina for dinner~~
Shifu, First Lady, Mei Mei, Rii, Dear Dear, Twinnie and myself!
haha~
it was goddamn funny.
and i think after looking through mei mei's photos, i kinda expected his craziness.
but everyone else was shocked. damn shocked. hahaha!
and all the butt drying drama~~~
like OMG~~~~
LOL~
seriously, going out with them is fun, always fun! =P
let's have more of such outings.
and hopefully twinnie gets to go for closing meeting.
sian, why ZC ban him for the last meeting for ANCO,
D:

and conclusion of the day,
softtoy is SOOOOO LOVED! xD

and suddenly i felt like telling you before everything is too late.
but i've already came to a conclusion,
you wun feel the same way, but sometime down the road, i'd let you know.
by then, i wonder if i feel the same way,
i guess i probably would, because this time, it's not a crush,
it's not a feeling of nervousness etc,
it feels like a day to day thingy.
haha, sounds complicated,
oh well, anyway, i will tell you when you least expect me to.
no, more like when you least expect somebody to tell you such a thing.
haha~