50-50


Went for ZPN meeting today,
the speed of everyone talking,
means that my minutes would turn out crappy,
because i know i never note down a lot of important things..
sianssssssss =/

and from what Mdm Wendy said,
i feel the urge to cheong everything in one shot...
but no, that's not the way to go about doing things..
i will do the things,
but school work must not be sacrificed..

and i'm glad that 2014 is being used,
in a way..
at least the work we did didn't go to waste,
at least sleeping at 1+am right before OTC examination day is worth it,
at least all the meetings and discussions and time didn't go down the drain..
at least ZC appreciates =)

got my OTC cert today,
my results is A, B, overall B..
means my A and B both low..
which means there's loads to learn and improve on,
because i'm really not good enough..
like seriously.. =)

and the appraisal,
it's a 50-50..
50% good,
50% is bad, and needs to be changed, and work upon...
thanks for the advice,
i will work on it,
because i want and aim to become someone,
who is worthy to train the future leaders of SJAB,
yes,
means i want to be an instructor for OTC someday..
and i hope that someday comes soon~ =)

and i now have a new hobby!
ORIGAMI!!!!!!!
it's so fun,
and i brings back kindergarden times' fun~
cox origami,
other than following instructions,
there are a lot of ways that can be explored,
on how to improvise or make something out of plain old paper~
i want an origami book,
and also loads of papers in beautiful colours to fold!
xDDDDDDDD

okays,
i shall go sleep,

-a 1.10am post-

Anyoung~
JA~