3/6/10

D O U B T






Recently, there has been alot of doubt all around,
ppl doubting ppl,
ppl doubting things,
ppl doubting values of things,
ppl doubting themselves.
when will we, and when can we stop doubting.
i wonder..
maybe humans are borned that way,
we doubting and doubting because we dunno what is and what will happen.
i guess.
but no matter what,
i think we should stop doubting, stop guessing,
and brace ourselves to just face what will come


speaking about what's going on in my own life,
supposed to go teach BCLS today,
but then, carelessly fell in bonding camp,
and ate too much heaty stuff and used voice to shout,
so kinda at the "robot" voice state,
can't teach properly. ><

the bonding camp was great,
POKKA~~ xDDDDDDDDDD
shan't type what happened though.
haha.

talked to Jie about SJ today,
hmmm, i would say that my experience in SJ is like Singapore,
and hers, as well as those of many others, is like Japan?
having loads of earthquakes etc,
the insecured feeling.
those who know will know la...
i feel that i am lucky,
i can do what i need and want to do for my unit etc,
because i am blessed with support from ppl,
as well as good situations, circumstances.
this made me wanna do better, to keep going beyond the highest achievable standards,
because with such good environment,
it is only right to do even better than what is expected.

progress in corps,
i see a lil bit of improvement,
but i think that we need to move at a faster pace,
and that you ppl can really be better.
and i really hope that you all will stop thinking that SJ is a chore,
start loving SJ kay?

well, that's about it.
will update again soon.
JA~

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