i should stop running away from what i am supposed to do.


i feel so stupid to be right here feeling like that.
i am feeling mood-less to do things right now.
i dunno why.
i just keep going to facebook etc,
instead of doing what i'm supposed to do.
Z10 LS BBQ, ANCO, SMKT project part,
quite a few stuff on hand that i needa do,
but i haven't completed them.
why.
i feel so ashamed to be feeling mood-less right now.
i am not supposed to be feeling this way.
i am breaking the promise i made to myself,
one by one.
this sucks.
right, i shall have 5 more minutes,
then i will force myself to focus.