so to become RESPONSIBLE ppl who THINK FOR THE FAMILY,
i'm supposed to cut off all connections with my friends, not go out with anyone just cox you want my time to be spent at home.
and i am supposed to be doing homework and your BLOODY housework for 24/7
and i am supposed to be an anti-social asshole who thinks for myself and not take up jobs.
and i am supposed to be selfish and THROW THINGS to OTHERS to do.
YOU ARE THE BLOODY PERSON WHO TAUGHT ME TO THINK FOR OTHER PEOPLE AND NOW YOU ARE FUCKING EATING YOUR OWN WORDS.
IS THAT WHAT A "GOOD" PERSON IS SUPPOSED TO BE?
IF THAT'S THE BLOODY CASE I AIM TO BE A BAD PERSON!
FUCK MAN, SERIOUSLY FUCK. THERE ARE SO MANY MORE THINGS THAT I COULD DO,
SO MANY MORE THINGS THAT I COULD SIGN UP FOR,
SO MANY PEOPLE I SHOULDN'T PANGSEH FOR OUTINGS ETC
IN THE END THIS IS THE KINDA SHIT I HEAR.
I NEVER THINK OF YOU ALL
I NEVER THINK OF YOU ALL I WILL CHOOSE TO COME HOME AFTER SCHOOL BEFORE I GO MEETING
I NEVER THINK OF YOU ALL I WILL CHOOSE NOT TO GO FOR CERTAIN THINGS THAT I WOULD HAVE GLADLY GO FOR.
I NEVER THINK OF YOU ALL I WILL CHOOSE TO BE VIEWED AS ANTI-SOCIAL BY OTHER PEOPLE COX I DIDN'T GO FOR ALL THE BLOODY BONDING OUTINGS.
YES MY SUFFERING IS SO MUCH LESS THAN YOU ALL,
BUT YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE OUTCASTED?
THAT'S WHAT HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE YOUNG.
IT'S NOT SO BAD NOW BUT IT'S STILL GOING ON,
AND IT'S CAUSED BY ME CHOOSING NOT TO GO FOR BONDING SESSIONS.
COX I DIDN'T GO, I CAN'T BOND,
OBVIOUSLY I WUN BE BONDED WITH THEM.
FUCK LA, THIS IS ALL MY BLOODY FAULT RIGHT?
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT.