5/11/10

right,
so nothing good comes outta my mouth,
everytime when i am involved in something,
let's say, teasing or sth,
somehow or rather the person being teased will think that things are overboard,
and then talk to those who teased about it.
i'm sorry that i went overboard,
but somehow when i was involved, things get outta hand,
this clearly shows that it's my fault.
maybe i shouldn't even have tried to become less serious, more fun as a person,
then such things wun happen,
ppl wun get hurt.
cox i dun deserve and isn't suited for such stuff.
i should just stick to what i am supposed to do,
talk to ppl who can take things,
teasing, i should quit doing it,
else things get outta hand.
seemingly, i think the problem doesn't lie with the action,
but the person.
meaning it's not the teasing action that the ppl involved can't take,
it's just simply cox it's me. it's bloody Poh Ting Xin the fucking bitch that ppl can't stand.
fine, so be it.
i shall not talk about stuff anymore huh,
and shall stop being extra and trying to be like others who do such stuff,
cox apparently ppl can't stand the fact that Poh Ting Xin is doing such stuff.
who the hell does Poh Ting Xin think she is?
does she deserve to do such things that's less serious?
apparently not.
nvm, forget it, i should've realised such things earlier.
ppl cna tease others but can't take the teasing themselves.
i get it.
there'd be a change,
i promise. i swear.
i wun simply be so blunt and go around treating you like you can take the teasing.
dun worry.
if you can't take it i wun even talk much to you, in case even my voice pisses you off.
this bloody post isn't directed at anyone,
it's generally speaking of trends i notice.
if i offend you, i'm sorry.
but i really need an outlet to talk about things.
if you're unhappy about it, i apologise.

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