update

hahaha, random update~
recently. nothing much,
went to one heart,
went to YOG universal studios thingy,
gonna go teach heartsaver in HQ tmr morning,
hopefully can get the money from the other time, hehe~
then october is coming,
this is so fast, the kids are gonna have their N levels, O levels soon,
all the best kiddos~
then A levels comes, all the best people~
especially AAB. hahaha, but AAB, you won't even see this,
october i'm gonna go do up the zone notice board,
go universal studios with YOG people again, haha~
then gonna teach alot alot alot of courses on weekends,
and continue watching more dramas~!
hahaha
speaking of dramas, so far, i've completed
liar game both seasons, itazura na kiss anime, playful kiss till ep 8 which is the latest.
in the progress for sunao ni narenakute, joker, personal taste.
gonna start watching more and more, hahas
and i wanna watch movies also!
darling is a foreigner! villion's wife!
both japanese film~
and i want to exercise~~~~
oh and something i bet everyone can't believe,
just by staying at home all day for the past few days
i think i'm falling sick.
like i start getting sore throat already,
and it feels like the lose voice totally kind,
i've already had that twice, please spare me a third time. =/

and this week, haha, something feels strange,
i begin seeing that things are becoming more and more impossible,
i've come to terms with things so much so that i've stopped crying already.
but sometimes after climbing to bed at 2plus am,
i won't fall asleep till maybe 4plus 5?
i wun know when i sleep. cox i think i drift to sleep.
but the last time i check my phone for timing, it'll be about 4plus, close to 5.
i wonder if that's what people say, missing?
am i missing? i dunno.
i'm like waiting for a train that probably wun ever arrive.
you know and i know, i won't go around
"omg i can't forget, i can't let go"
i will probably cry after letting you know,
i will probably be upset, i will probably whine alot,
but it'll be a burden off me, i guess?
cox at least i get to say by then,
and you know i'll be a strong girl and tell you "see you in the next zone event" kinda thing.
i'm just hoping we'll remain friends after i tell you,
and i can still bully you.
cox in the end, it's kinda obvious there wasn't anything between us,
it's just simply one-sided, from the start to the end,
my one-sided feelings.
study hard alright?
live your dreams, carry out the plans you have for your life.
you can do it, cox you are you. =)