ROJAK!

Yesterday was the last part of the course.
OTC 2009.
Thanks loads to Nicholas aka Pai Kia~
hahas..
he told me a lot of info before the exam...
would've failed without that revision..
thanks loads Po!
hee XD
and also thanks to Xue Shen & Xiao En,
for telling me bits of info before the exam.. =D

then,
we had a debrief...
bombed a few stuff..
then
had the presentation...
rehearsed twice,
first time talked to myself,
second time talked to Xiao En...
thanks loads!
and thanks to everyone who told me that things would be fine. =)
wells,
actually,
i wasn't really sure,
whether the presentation went well or not..
because after every presentation,
the Zone Comm or Officer would say something..
What Wendy Mdm said was something like
"after seeing all the presentations today,
i think that you all have very good ideas,
it is still subject to rules and regulations,
and permission by the Cheif Commissioner,
and we should propose these ideas at Brigade level,
Instead of at Zone level"
something like that..
so i wonder
whether she's happy or not happy with our presentation..
=/
but wells,
it's now over..
so let's just see whether she mentions anything to me the next time i see her...
yup.. =)

Thanks loads to:
Aiden Sir
for guiding us along, and making us think.
for being there for us,
for the reassurance,
for the things that he taught us,
for giving us the space and time to think, not restricting us,
for the help and support he gave us. =)

Aloysius
Cheung Weng
Hong Lip
Jing Wei
Kendrick
Keng Hui
Poh Wei
Rachel
Robin
Samuel
Shen Yang
Shilton
Terence
Yi Jing
for the effort in coming to the many meetings,
for contributing the ideas,
for teaching me the proper way to do SWOT,
for being open about ideas,
for being willing to point out mistakes,
for the encouragement,
for the reassurance,
for the QC!
And for being Zone 10 OCTs '09 =D

ALPHA~
Isabel Mdm
Gek Min Mdm
Nadiah Mdm
Charmaine
Cynthia
Emerson
Hizan
Jia Min
Johnson
Nicholas
Stanley
Terence
Wai Kin
Xue Shen
Yi Jing
Ying Suan =)
Yu Fan
for being in Alpha,
for all the fun we had together,
though not all of us are there all the time,
but nevertheless,
i really appreciate you all being in Alpha..
although,
we don't hang out much outside of OTC,
but i think that,
we have a togetherness amongst us,
and that's what makes us Alpha..
we had fun,
we had unhappiness,
we enjoyed,
we laughed,
we cried(some of us),
we were unhappy,
we complained,
we nagged,
we teased,
we joked,
we extra-ed,
we kena suaned,
although,
it has been a rather short course,
and,
we will probably get more and more busy,
but,
i do hope that if we have time,
maybe we can go out together,
meet up etc?
yup.. =)
jia you Alpha,
let's work hard,
to make SJ better.
WE CAN and WE WILL DO IT, right? =)

C-squared
Pei Jun Mdm
Pei Xuan Mdm
Ann Nee
Chang Yu
Clement
Denise
Gladys
Han Ying
Hao Kiet
for the times we had as C-squared..
for the things we learnt from the campfire..
for the fun and laughter..
for the teasing.. =P
for the encouragement! =D
for the sms-es
for being C-squared! =)

Nerissa Mdm
for acc-ing me on the way home after camp..
for taking care of Jie.
for..
actually,
i dunno how to say this,
but,
frankly speaking,
for just being there..
somehow..
thanks loads! =)

Jie
for being there,
for being in this course,
for what you have said,
for feeling for me,
for taking my rubbish,
for caring so much but keeping so much to yourself..
for every single little thing..
sorry for that sms..
i really really really regret sending that to you...
i was seriously being really emotional...
and,
sorry to take it out on you..
sorry..
i wonder,
if you will forgive me?
i'm really sorry..

and also thanks loads to instructors and fellow coursemates..
for the wonderful OTC experience! =D

ahhh,
why does this sound like it's the end?
hahas..
IT'S NOT!
it's the beginning... =)

hmm..
i feel that,
after this OTC,
reality begins..
now,
it's time for us to concentrate..
the course ends,
but,
it's time to work on the corps..
and maybe some events at Zone level.
yup...
Jia You everyone..
the road ahead,
is not easy..
it's like our Ultimate Challenge,
it's not easy,
but we will pull through..
and we must continue to grow from strength to strength..
there's still so much out there for me to learn..
there's still so much more i can work on..
there's still so much room for improvement..
it's time,
i grow up..
i'm no longer a kid,
it's time,
i think and decide on what to do..
yup.. =)


AND!
for today,
1st day,
i brought FUNSHINE! to school..
here're some pics..














oh,
and the other day,
after looking at some SMAP performances,
it lead me to think that,
Takuya Kimura is really a charismatic person,
charismatic idol to be exact..
he unconsciously,
or should i say,
naturally,
has an aura of a star..
and,
he oozes confidence,
in his performances..
now i know why so many people are so crazy over him~
hahas...
plus,
he looks good in short hair...
a good example:





and,
he is hot,
for a 30++ man who's already a father..
hahas~

and,
i realised that i've been missing out on so much..
so much so much..
so sorry about it..
i guess,
i dun even deserve to say anything at all..
hahas..
hmmm..
wonders how things will turn out to be from now onwards..

okays,
that's all for today..
JA~