and life goes on.


after torturing myself with my think too much,
and a hisashiburi crying so much,
i am kinda sure what i'm gonna do,
i'll still just maintain things the way they are.
now's not the time, he's not ready,
seeing all the posts on facebook, he's really not ready.
so dun worry, you won't see my blog posts or the diary yet.
and i didn't know that jie actually posted something on my facebook wall.
thanks jie~ =)
yes i think i need an answer, just not now, when you're unsure about yourself,
and when you have A levels to handle.
i will stop being weird, i wun be emo anymore.
no more grey posts on nixgint160592 =)
i'm not acting strong, i have to be strong,
and right now, i remembered what jacelyn once told me,
if you really like him, fight for what you want,
even if it means falling down and getting hurt,
wounds all over the place, i will still fight,
just not now.
because i don't want to hurt you.
and all of these is just me and myself thinking wayyyyyy too much.
i just hope i can still bug you.
should i start bugging you? till you can't take it any longer?
i want to hear you tell me random stuff,
i want to hear you whine to me,
i want to know which part of your game you progressed to.
or even when you reached the high score chart of your game.
i want to hear you saying random stuff about yourself,
then complain and say that you should be studying.
i want to hear you saying that you talk just about anything under the sun,
i want to hear all that, as your friend, as your twinnie,
i'm not thinking so much now.
just as your twinnie will do.
instead of you being bottled up.