dear twinnie,
i'm so sorry about today.
i should've placed more faith in you.
when you made that remark, i didn't know why i reacted that way.
maybe as you said, i was too shallow.
but i didn't think of it as you deceiving me.
but then again, why i would think so,
probably because, to guys i dunno what you all think,
all these while, i've seen ppl. after NS, totally left SJ.
it's not impossible.
but i was really sad when you said SJ is a waste of your time.
i am disgusted at myself, at the same time, rather disappointed in you,
was shocked that you actually said that of SJ.
but well, maybe i think too much,
maybe it just never crossed my mind that you'd ever say that.
but still, i'm sorry i had such little faith in you,
that i am so shallow.
i need to do some soul searching.