i'm sorry.
i am being the stupid and annoying me as usual.
it's lucky that you didn't know anything.
before i slept yesterday, had alot of time to think things through.
and i was being too much.
what the hell am i doing.
imagine if you knew everything, things would've been worse off.
right now you're just in the state of what i always nagged at you to be.
to study, concentrate on what you should, not to stray too much,
not to tire yourself out, find time for your family and friends.
like what luating said, maybe you really listen to me.
and you're really doing what i said before.
so why am i complaining?
thus i'm sorry that i was too much.
i think too much, only care about myself. then in the end, end up complaining.
but i mean what i said.
i'll stop whining about you to them.
cox somehow, after thinking yesterday, i realised that,
it's as good as talking behind your back.
and why would i want to do that?
i'm sorry, really sorry. about everything.