wordpress. hmmmmmm


reason for the title? well, i was considering having a blog at wordpress.
i would then be able to set passwords for blog posts.
but then again, if i set passwords, why did i write that blog post?
cox if i didn't want ppl to see, i have the diary. that diary to be specific.
so well, not wordpressing anytime soon. hahaha~

maybe that few days of not talking etc,
made things better?
or maybe your problems are slowly being solved?
i dunno.
but today morning, i thought i was still sleeping,
when i saw your msg asking me whether i'm gonna go watch the kids at AGI.
i know you're interested in watching their progress,
but it still made me happy, that you asked whether i was going as well.
well, there was awkward silence here and there.
or rather, strange silence when we dun talk but doesn't feel suffocating.
it feels strange how we used to have many topics to talk about,
every single day, even if we went on outing, or we meet up,
we will end up talking on msn.
and there was this period of time when we keep sms-ing each other.
i wondered where all those topics went to.
haha~
i wonder how long can all these last.
maybe you're just putting up a strong front, till YOG's over?
i really wonder.
folding stars is a bittersweet activity.
the product i get is a nice little star,
but the process is one where my fingertips will feel painful.
it's as bittersweet as my feelings for you.
i really just dun want you to face your problems on your own.
or rather, maybe i'm more selfish, i dun want to not know what's wrong,
i dun want to not know why you're upset.
i want to hear you whine and talk and complain
i want to hear you talk about anything, anyone,
be it random or otherwise,
i just wanna know.
but it's too suffocating that way, isn't it?
well, ultimately, i just wanna let you know,
you may not choose to tell me about alot of things,
but i'll always be there.
even if you treat me as just a backup
it's alright.
at least being a backup means that you will look for me when you have no one to turn to.
that's enough.
i'll always be there, twinnie.
i may not be able to catch you when you fall,
but i'll definitely help you get back up on your feet again after your fall.
26th august 2010.
what's gonna happen after that, who knows.
but every 29th, i'd free myself up and spend some time going to some places that means alot.
like that ice cream shop near the flyer.
why every 29th?
cox i happened to randomly check back on facebook the other day,
and realised that we became twinnies on 29th june.
hahaha.
random right?

alright.
it's 3.17am. my eyes hurts, i need to sleep. haha~