in the end, who cares?
i am thinking too much right now,
i am expecting too much right now,
i am such an idiot,
i dunno what to do right now,
everytime i'm upset or sad or emo, it's all cox of me and my own doings.
haha.
do i care? do you care? does everyone care?
i dunno.
end of the day, conclusion being, maybe i just don't deserve those around me.
simple as that.

i dunno what's bothering you and what's wrong,
and i dun think i should ask as well.
we're not talking, i'm not taking the initiative cox everything's too tiring for you.
we will grow distant, as expected.
unexpectedly, we are growing distant even when YOG's not over yet.
great.
sometimes i really wonder how much do you care.
you didn't even see me walk right past you,
我们擦肩而过，你都没有发现.
that's how much you dun care? LOL.
why am i blaming you? i've been the one thinking too much what.
right, i am PMS-ing, emo-ing, whatever shit you call it,
i should just emo myself away and cry it out.
then tomorrow will be a brand new day once again.
i shan't talk about you to them anymore.
neither am i gonna think so much anymore.
i'm not gonna whine anymore.
it's really gonna be the case. i bet everyone's sick and tired of my doings.
i'm sorry about everything.
i won't talk so much anymore. it's just rubbish.
my rubbish. i was too self-centred.
right. that's about it.